Relying on fate.

[KinuKawa]

Hi, im pretty new to this website, as I was only approved yesterday, but I just wanted to share how im going about things at the current moment. To put it short, I do a bunch of dumb stuff in my car, away from others ofc, and hope for the worst. Im not entirely confident in being able to CTB on my own, as I was always a coward, so I use my car as fate, per se. Theres a lot of what I like to call "dead roads" where I live, that enable me to speed, offroad, drift, and do pretty much whatever I want, since they have not been visited by anyone other than me these past few years. I use these roads as my stress relief, while also practically making an attempt to CTB. Now my car isnt small by any means, but its old and beaten and lacks many necesarry safety measures. Im also usually constantly exceeding speeds of over 100, 110 MPH. This means that while im out, in the snow or whatever else, theres a high possibility to have a fatal crash, or not make it back home as these roads are always very far away from where I live, in the middle of nowhere. Now this is where I like to say its fate. If I dont crash, recieve any massive injuries, or get stuck, I take it as a sign to stay a bit longer, and hope for the best, as I am still decently young. I usually go on these little adventures every week or so, late at night, and as you can see so far, im still here. Anyways thats about it, just felt like sharing because its a bit unique, roundabout way of doing things, but its pretty effective :)
Hopefully in the future if this doesnt do it, ill build up some courage to go out a proper way that wont be as flippant as this.

 

[missingpeace]

Daredevil you, playing with your luck. I can see the fun side of it. Not to spoil it but trying to ctb in ways that are unpredictable might land you in some injuries that are worse than death. Don't mean to scare but couldn't help but caution you. Have fun with your joy rides though :)

 

[jodes2]

Holy shit that sounds like fun! Even though it doesn't really seem like that's why you're doing it! I'd do the same thing but really just for the thrill. I envy you here it's speed limits and traffic cameras everywhere, sigh. What's worse is my gf is a stickler for rules and tells me off when I go 2mph over SIGH. If you're going to play with your life though, I'd prepare a method like SN incase you get very seriously injured and lose limbs or something. It's more likely that that will happen than you'll die. Also, being in the middle of nowhere means if you have an accident you could be in agony for a long time before you get help? Sounds risky!!! Be careful hon

 

[LaVieEnRose]

I have really been tempted to speed too. Of course safety considerations for others manage to squash that temptation. Be careful though; if you're here then fate probably hasn't been too kind go you and you could end up in a terrible scenario but still alive.

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds like a terrible idea to do anything like that because of the possibility for injuries and accidents, surviving a car accident sounds so horrific to me. I would never rely on fate to ctb, as after all there is nothing fair about existing in this world where chance so cruelly determines everything.