Relapse,
Went back to vaping trying,
To stay away from the drugs,
Because of the drugs,
The dreams, memories, nightmares,
And reality and the games and pranks,
We used to play,
Are starting to fade,
Yeah, we call that craziness,
I know truth be told,
Am I better off without love?
Or am I better off dead?
Like the rest?
Trying to figure out whether I should get the name and number of a girl I used to like,
Not certain if I am ever going to get that,
Don't know if I should keep trying or just give up,
"You tend to give up easily"
Tell me something that is worth listening to,
With the reality I live all the guilt and shame,
Of everything that has happened I think I should die,
"You're not asking for suicide you're looking for someone to murder you no one here is going to do that"
Trying to get my act together,
"Who says you need to get your act together"
I do and everyone who has ever told me too,
I don't think I can live in this world,
Someone just kill me,
I don't know what to do but in the end,
I want all my pain and suffering to end.
Went back to vaping trying,
To stay away from the drugs,
Because of the drugs,
The dreams, memories, nightmares,
And reality and the games and pranks,
We used to play,
Are starting to fade,
Yeah, we call that craziness,
I know truth be told,
Am I better off without love?
Or am I better off dead?
Like the rest?
Trying to figure out whether I should get the name and number of a girl I used to like,
Not certain if I am ever going to get that,
Don't know if I should keep trying or just give up,
"You tend to give up easily"
Tell me something that is worth listening to,
With the reality I live all the guilt and shame,
Of everything that has happened I think I should die,
"You're not asking for suicide you're looking for someone to murder you no one here is going to do that"
Trying to get my act together,
"Who says you need to get your act together"
I do and everyone who has ever told me too,
I don't think I can live in this world,
Someone just kill me,
I don't know what to do but in the end,
I want all my pain and suffering to end.
