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Mebius
Student
- Jun 13, 2024
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Just had an argument with my dad. Told him I dont like this life, i dont like the way i am, im not grateful for anything, i regret being born, that he hurt me.... But no, he just called me a coward, retard, ungrateful... He never wants to admit he was wrong, only lip service with no change... I wanted to give life a chance, but no more deluding and lying to myself, then here i am, that chance probably shattered already.. My life is SHIT and PITIFUL... I am an UTTER MOTHERFUCKING FAILURE NOBODY... and im not saying this in a self deprecating way... thats WHAT I AM... A MOTHER FUCKING DIRTY FUCKING SLIME COCKROACH.
In his house, its either his way or no way at all... He just says he will leave and give the house to me, see if i can survive all by myself... What was that supposed to prove to me? That I need him? That im a FUCKING FAILURE JOBLESS CUNT? That I would suffer even more without his "benevolence"? I NEVER DENIED ANY OF THIS... I AM A FUCKING DEAD WEIGHT...
He never wants to confront the question of "Did I asked to be born?". He never wants it, always giving an answer im not sure he even believes in. hell he even said to me straight that if he is able to, he will switch me for someone else.
There is a convenient train station 2 minutes away on foot, and I dont know, i know i have the guts to do it... But haha, now suddenly im scared that hell might exist. hahahahahahhahaha
What an utter fucking joke. Im an utter mother fucking joke... I exist so that other people can point to me and say "Haha, atleast im not like that loser". What have i done to deserve this?
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im really crying right now :(
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In his house, its either his way or no way at all... He just says he will leave and give the house to me, see if i can survive all by myself... What was that supposed to prove to me? That I need him? That im a FUCKING FAILURE JOBLESS CUNT? That I would suffer even more without his "benevolence"? I NEVER DENIED ANY OF THIS... I AM A FUCKING DEAD WEIGHT...
He never wants to confront the question of "Did I asked to be born?". He never wants it, always giving an answer im not sure he even believes in. hell he even said to me straight that if he is able to, he will switch me for someone else.
There is a convenient train station 2 minutes away on foot, and I dont know, i know i have the guts to do it... But haha, now suddenly im scared that hell might exist. hahahahahahhahaha
What an utter fucking joke. Im an utter mother fucking joke... I exist so that other people can point to me and say "Haha, atleast im not like that loser". What have i done to deserve this?
:(
im really crying right now :(
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