Oblivion Access
I don't know anything
- Jul 5, 2019
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I have done some perusing of the various methods on here but I haven't settled on anything as of yet. My depressive lethargy seems to be getting worse so doing anything that requires extensive preparation is gonna be difficult. Money isn't really an issue as long as its in the >£2000 range. I was considering drugs (still not sure which) but the substantial risk of failure with a lot of them makes me apprehensive as I intend any future attempt to be a final one, plus the sheer terror of surviving while only worsening my situation. I'm not entirely opposed to more violent methods but I doubt my ability to carry them out since I'm a bit of a wuss (found self-harming with cuts hard to do, let alone anything heavier). Was also humouring the idea of dying by dehydration but I know it can take up to 2 weeks and I really doubt nobody would notice something's up by then, especially since I did a trial run of 24hrs and already noticed some cognitive decline. My priorities are as follows in order:
-Odds of success
-Relative painlessness
-Ease of access
Any insights would be appreciated.
Also, is there anything resembling a search function on this forum?
-Odds of success
-Relative painlessness
-Ease of access
Any insights would be appreciated.
Also, is there anything resembling a search function on this forum?