Major Tom
Member
- Feb 24, 2024
- 42
Hi,
I suddenly got two reasons to live again out of nowhere (reproduction and fomo of humanities milestones), but I don't want these disgusting thoughts. I tried finding reasons to live prior and found none, but these appeared out of nowhere.
I was confident, exited and wanted to feel a painful suicide. But now these reasons to live disturb me.
Are these SI responses that are holding me back?
If so, these would be the last roadblock I have to overcome, eliminating the want and need off all potential future life goals (thought I already did that).
I suddenly got two reasons to live again out of nowhere (reproduction and fomo of humanities milestones), but I don't want these disgusting thoughts. I tried finding reasons to live prior and found none, but these appeared out of nowhere.
I was confident, exited and wanted to feel a painful suicide. But now these reasons to live disturb me.
Are these SI responses that are holding me back?
If so, these would be the last roadblock I have to overcome, eliminating the want and need off all potential future life goals (thought I already did that).