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Emma_lily
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- Dec 27, 2020
- 13
Hello, I am new here,
My name is Emma, I am a girl and I have a mental disorder and eating disorder and dont think I can add any value to anyone or anything... I am not very old but I really wish to die.
I want to suicide but im just too scared to do it? I am not scared of dieing but I am scared of the chance I fail my attempt... Scared it fails and I end up more messed up in my head and also because everyone will know I tried to do it.
Kind of a scary thought if I do it alone how can I make sure I succeed and not after some time still wake up or someone finding me when I am not dead yet.
I just wanted to write this here I dont know what responses I get if any at all or if I will get any help.
My name is Emma, I am a girl and I have a mental disorder and eating disorder and dont think I can add any value to anyone or anything... I am not very old but I really wish to die.
I want to suicide but im just too scared to do it? I am not scared of dieing but I am scared of the chance I fail my attempt... Scared it fails and I end up more messed up in my head and also because everyone will know I tried to do it.
Kind of a scary thought if I do it alone how can I make sure I succeed and not after some time still wake up or someone finding me when I am not dead yet.
I just wanted to write this here I dont know what responses I get if any at all or if I will get any help.
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