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Susan Caswell
Specialist
- Feb 25, 2019
- 316
Hi all i am breaking point 3 years deafening roaring tinnitus and extreme hyperacusis cant even take my own voice got myself very unwell from crippling anxiety its caused i was so well healthy happy living wonderful life cant stay like this its torture never stops but ear splitting i cant fond anyone in the world with tinnitus like this i know ive messaged before i can only think to jump but im terrified i dont die and crippled and still left with deafening tinnitus i barely eat cant get anything down i had so very much living to do dont know how to get N or SN please someone help me anyone out there know anything i can try ive been down all medical routes and alternative therapies i cant stay like this its beyond cruel never stops but ear splitting i could do this if the amplifying stopped ive such pain and burning now but both ears jet plane roaring i could have stood and lived with anything but this i never knew it was so hard to go either but never needed to i loved my life all was so good why this now dont even know cause ive lost so much weight most of my hair body shaking and jerking cant even rest in bed ive always slept myself better with all ive had please please someone help me this is suffering like no one should ever have i wish this is no one but wish it wasnt me i had perfect ears and hearing was happy calm loving life there must be something if only it wold stop i rather be dead than this but dont know how wish id just die from heart attack or lack of food i loved my food cant get it down i cant find anyone world wide with tinnitus like this if only not this i cant hear anything but this cant live rest of my life noise like this we humans ned quiet peace food happy calm good sleep ive not slept naturally since day it started cane on from juts nowhere everything has an answer why cant i even get to bottom of cause i have everything i could want and give it all away if this would stop go down i know i cant stay like this rest of my life ive tried everything possible spent thousands trying to get it stopped cope live with it had so many things cancer a back op breast op always survived recovered but want to die have to die from tinnitus feel trapped wnat my life back and want to end it for peace no one cold live a life with noise like this 24/7 im terrified it makes me insane it is now im demented out of my mind ive never even heard an external noise in my life this loud how can i end this i too ill to get to Switzerland now and couldnt get on plane with these ears please please can anyone help me x