UniqueWorm
the horrors persist but so do i
- Sep 9, 2024
- 25
i know im proably in some sort of episode but i havent realized how bad its getting. today is the first time ive felt joy that lasts longer than the moment the thing causeing it happens, my uncle's visting and it just makes me feel to... real and content?
i know im suicidal, but in realizing that im not just passively suicidal this time, ive kind of been planning on ctb-ing before my next birthday in couple months for a bit now. i havent felt real and alive in so long it didnt really seem like such a big deal
ive just been living event to event but i finally feel a bit of hope, even though i know it wont last after he leaves
i know im suicidal, but in realizing that im not just passively suicidal this time, ive kind of been planning on ctb-ing before my next birthday in couple months for a bit now. i havent felt real and alive in so long it didnt really seem like such a big deal
ive just been living event to event but i finally feel a bit of hope, even though i know it wont last after he leaves
