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Tnatalie

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Jan 12, 2026
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As above. Is there anything like that? Like Carbon monoxide poisoning?

SN is horrible in fact, so was detergent S (like in Japan)

I can get pentobarbital.
Im also good at chemistry and can get some reagents, if not super-restricted.
 
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heydude56

Experienced
Aug 13, 2025
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Pentobarbital I'm pretty sure is basically completely peaceful.
But maybe I ask why SN method is horrible? Is it from your personal experience or something you heard from others?
 
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HangMan123

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Nov 13, 2025
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Cool 😮! I wish I was good at chemistry 😓.
CO poisoning is peaceful; you can't even tell that you're not breathing O2 and it actually makes you feel slightly euphoric—like you're drunk.
 
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Tnatalie

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Jan 12, 2026
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Pentobarbital I'm pretty sure is basically completely peaceful.
But maybe I ask why SN method is horrible? Is it from your personal experience or something you heard from others?
My personal. I failed, took too low dose probably.
It's not peacefull, was insanely bad. It's opposite of go-to-sleep method, but Im not gonna write an elaborate here.
 
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heydude56

Experienced
Aug 13, 2025
252
My personal. I failed, took too low dose probably.
It's not peacefull, was insanely bad. It's completelly opposite of go-to-sleep method, but Im not gonna write an elaborate here.
May I just ask a few questions? You don't have to answer if you don't want to.
Did you take any anti emetics beforehand? Also, were you rescued by someone else or did you just not die because of the low dose?
 
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Realgar

Member
Aug 19, 2024
79
You can get Pentobarbital ( Nembutal ) ? It is usually very difficult to get. Pentobarbital is one of the most peaceful methods.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Arcanist
Nov 12, 2025
475
I disagree about CO, as it reportedly causes headaches, nausea, & confusion. I think inert gas is one of the methods that comes closest to what you're describing, and nitrogen is known for giving a euphoric feeling before quickly passing out.
 
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soul2realm

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Oct 12, 2025
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What about N2 exit bag?
 
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finaldestination22

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Oct 30, 2025
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I disagree about CO, as it reportedly causes headaches, nausea, & confusion. I think inert gas is one of the methods that comes closest to what you're describing, and nitrogen is known for giving a euphoric feeling before quickly passing out.
almost all reports I read here about CO (failed ones) is basically losing conscience very fast and then waking up not remembering anything. failed because of bad
insulation usually or lower CO dosage or getting discovered like in last case posted here. Zanexx did it live in a tent outdoor and did not report feeling sick so idk seems like the most peaceful method

 
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sohopelessandempty

Still alive, just not active here sometimes so dw
Nov 23, 2025
183
As above. Is there anything like that? Like Carbon monoxide poisoning?

SN is horrible in fact, so was detergent S (like in Japan)

I can get pentobarbital.
Im also good at chemistry and can get some reagents, if not super-restricted.
I always thought Carbon monoxide poisoning wouldn't be as painful as other things, but I can't really figure out how to go about it. If anyone knows please reply. Also, why is SN horrible? That's such a popular method here and sometimes I think about that too but can't get any at the moment, what makes it so horrible??
 
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Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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Most of the peaceful options are heavily restricted besides CO
 
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orbwithinorb

Student
Aug 4, 2024
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May I just ask a few questions? You don't have to answer if you don't want to.
Did you take any anti emetics beforehand? Also, were you rescued by someone else or did you just not die because of the low dose?
I mean dude, there are threads compiling people's first hand experiences where they documented their experiences after taking it. It's not really all that peaceful and compared to N seems like a hellish experience. Best case scenario you go unconscious within 15 minutes but there are documented experiences of users staying awake for up to 45.
My close one is vet
You are located in south america I'm assuming? Curious how you are able to convince a vet to sell it to you, was it easy?
 
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Samira_Hura

Member
Jan 6, 2026
7
It would be nice to find a peaceful method. But I haven't believed in fairy tales since I was little.
 
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Tnatalie

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Jan 12, 2026
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I mean dude, there are threads compiling people's first hand experiences where they documented their experiences after taking it. It's not really all that peaceful and compared to N seems like a hellish experience. Best case scenario you go unconscious within 15 minutes but there are documented experiences of users staying awake for up to 45.
Yep, for me failed SN was horrible. Few days ago I read a thread that i.e. videos of SN actually SCARE many, many people.


You are located in south america I'm assuming? Curious how you are able to convince a vet to sell it to you, was it easy?

He used to give close ones doses to euthanize the animals at home. If the things haven't changed, I'd get some. However I haven't asked yet and... starting to wonder if he'd give dose high enough for human and not to hurt myself permamently ibstead of CTB.
 
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Jello Biafra

Arcanist
Sep 9, 2024
432
Most of the peaceful options are heavily restricted besides CO

This isn't true. You are referring to "popular" methods.

There are absolutely methods available that are just as peaceful, if not more, that are perfectly legal in most countries, easy to obtain, and arguably more peaceful than Nembutal.

Exit International Switzerland, under the lead of Peter Baumann, used such methods when there was no ability to secure barbiturates. And I'm not talking about Helium.
 
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Tnatalie

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Jan 12, 2026
28
This isn't true. You are referring to "popular" methods.

There are absolutely methods available that are just as peaceful, if not more, that are perfectly legal in most countries, easy to obtain, and arguably more peaceful than Nembutal.

Would you share any? Despite travel to Switzerland…

I'd be glad as I really really want to end this more than ever. Could be dm, anything.
 
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Jello Biafra

Arcanist
Sep 9, 2024
432
Would you share any? Despite travel to Switzerland…

I'd be glad as I really really want to end this more than ever. Could be dm, anything.

Do a search on the forum for user Intoxicated's posts. He is incredibly knowledgeable on asphyxiant gasses and details his method, when he decides he wants to ctb. He made a chart of what he considers the most peaceful ctb.

You can also look up Peter Baumann, the Swiss psychiatrist, on Wikipedia. He advocated and used 2 different methods. One of them being Helium, which is not doable given the current practice of cutting it with oxygen. The other inert gas he uses is widely available. And it's not Nitrogen or Argon, nor does it require a complicated setup with exit bags and a continuous flow of gas. Dentists who ctb use this method. In fact, many people die accidentally with such, as there is no sense anything is wrong until they pass out and asphyxiate.
 
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reticulator

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Jan 24, 2026
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Strong central nervous system depressants are the most peaceful, provided the dosage is right. The risk is that most that will do the trick are illegal, so the purity will never be known, even with a test kit, you would need advanced equipment to be sure.
 
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OzymandiAsh

aNoMaLy
Nov 6, 2025
365
Do a search on the forum for user Intoxicated's posts. He is incredibly knowledgeable on asphyxiant gasses and details his method, when he decides he wants to ctb. He made a chart of what he considers the most peaceful ctb.
Could you link this chart if possible?