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[MLongshaw]

I've decided tonight is the night to do it, after a long time contemplating when. My method is partial suspension and I sit with the rope around my neck as we speak. Does anyone have any tips to counter the anxious thoughts stopping me from continuing?

 

[shadow11]

I've decided tonight is the night to do it, after a long time contemplating when. My method is partial suspension and I sit with the rope around my neck as we speak. Does anyone have any tips to counter the anxious thoughts stopping me from continuing?

I wish I could help you I'm trying to get my nerve up to do it tonight myself. I had hoped for full but it looks like it will be partial from my closet rod. Do you have any alcohol or pills to take to calm your nerves

 

[MLongshaw]

I wish I could help you I'm trying to get my nerve up to do it tonight myself. I had hoped for full but it looks like it will be partial from my closet rod. Do you have any alcohol or pills to take to calm your nerves

I drunk half a bottle of vodka of vodka and was expecting I to help so sorry if I don't make much sense rihh Now. It just caused me to breakdown but I know I need to do this

 

[shadow11]

I drunk half a bottle of vodka of vodka and was expecting I to help so sorry if I don't make much sense rihh Now. It just caused me to breakdown but I know I need to do this

Yeah I understand I'm so sorry I'm sitting here crying so I understand your breakdown too hope it gets better

 

[MLongshaw]

Yeah I understand I'm so sorry I'm sitting here crying so I understand your breakdown too hope it gets better

I sincerely hope things get better for you I've seen you on here a lot and you deserve better. I hope I can just get the courage to sit forward

 

[shadow11]

I sincerely hope things get better for you I've seen you on here a lot and you deserve better. I hope I can just get the courage to sit forward

Thank you I hope you get the courage to do what you need to do also, whatever you decide

 

[Midnight]

It's hard to respond properly to these threads but whatever the outcome may be i wish you all find what you are looking for.

 

[MLongshaw]

Why can't I go through with this shit I don't understand.

 

[tearsinrain]

Why can't I go through with this shit I don't understand.

Because you're human and ctb isn't an easy thing to do, for a lot of people! The survival instinct is stronger than people realise when they're making all the plans.........

 

[shadow11]

Why can't I go through with this shit I don't understand.

I'm so sorry

 

[shadow11]

I'm so sorry

I couldn't do it either I just want to so bad

 

[Definitelyworried]

I couldn't do it either I just want to so bad

I know this feeling. I wish life never had to be this way.