Ready to CTB

[AsToldByNish]

I'm just done with shit at this point and ready to go. What would be the quickest way to go? I don't have access to a gun and since I'm pretty heavyset I don't think there's anything in my hotel room (house got wreaked in a storm) that'll hold my weight to hang.

 

[logan]

You are in a difficult situation at the moment - I am sorry for that.

Try to calm down first and don't do anything rash.

 

[AsToldByNish]

You are in a difficult situation at the moment - I am sorry for that.

Try to calm down first and don't do anything rash.

I am calm. I'm just tired of trying. I had planned to go in December, but honestly at this point there's no use in waiting. I just need a quick and inexpensive method to go on

 

[logan]

It is by no means easy.
You will find many tips and experiences here on this page.

But it would be better if you talk about your worries and maybe find a solution together with us.

 

[AsToldByNish]

It is by no means easy.
You will find many tips and experiences here on this page.

But it would be better if you talk about your worries and maybe find a solution together with us.

This is my solution. I'm just taking up space at this point and want to just move on. Idk what's awaiting me (hell, nothingness, etc) but anything is better than here.

 

[rec]

The information you seek is on this site, but you need to make sure that this decision is rational.