Ready to Ctb Tonight

[Deathsrelease]

The time has come for me. I signed onto this site last year in the hopes of finding a partner for a pact. I ended up finding a partner but 2 days before our planned date things fell out. I'm still going ahead solo. I have to thank that person because it was because of s/he, I was able to get the encouragement to go through with this.

I'm going via the N method (thanks to A) in a cool motel room around 7 or 8 pm tonight. Will take 60 MG of Meto 1 hr before the N and will drink a couple of Bud Light beers after. I am ready for this.

Although I haven't frequented this site often over the past few months it has helped me achieve my goal. And I am forever grateful for that. Although I don't know what lies ahead on the other side, I am ready for it.

I would encourage anyone who is thinking about ctb to really think about it. My one advice: DON'T ACT ON IMPULSE. But I know things are easier said than done.

I'll probably post a follow-up when I'm closer to the hour at hand.

 

[Ladylethal]

So it is okay to drink alcohol using this method? I was told it wasn't but I hope I can do what you're doing before I go....

 

[nexory]

Farewell and i wish you luck on the other side.

 

[bluesky1972-2019]

I wish you the peace you are seeking. I hope to find the same soon.

 

[marcusuk63]

Good luck

 

[not_a_robot]

I wonder if whiskey would be better than beer? Beer always makes my stomach feel all bubbly, lots of burping which could agitate any lingering nausea. But you probably won't chug it like I do, so you'll probably be fine. Hope all goes well and peacefully.

 

[Deathsrelease]

So it is okay to drink alcohol using this method? I was told it wasn't but I hope I can do what you're doing before I go....

Ppeh says it is OK, even preferable to drink alcohol AFTER taking N, NOT before.

Farewell and i wish you luck on the other side.

Thanks so much. Means a lot.

I wish you the peace you are seeking. I hope to find the same soon.

Thank you. I wish peace for you as well.

Good luck

Thank you.

I wonder if whiskey would be better than beer? Beer always makes my stomach feel all bubbly, lots of burping which could agitate any lingering nausea. But you probably won't chug it like I do, so you'll probably be fine. Hope all goes well and peacefully.

I don't even drink alcohol, not even socially. I'm doing it because the Ppeh states that it makes the N even more potent and makes it act quicker.
I definitely won't be chugging it.
And thank you.

 

[wanttodie]

good luck I hope to hang myself some time soon

 

[Conflicted Cat]

Good luck, and I hope you find peace. I wonder what you'll find on the other side.

 

[Deathsrelease]

good luck I hope to hang myself some time soon

Good luck with that! And thank you.

good luck I hope to hang myself some time soon

I wonder too my friend. We all will eventually find out. Thank you.
About to take the N now. I wish peace and solace for all of you. Take care.

 

[Aliaiactaest]

God bless, and I am not a religious person.

 

[RM5998]

Good bye and good luck. I hope you find peace, wherever you end up.

 

[saomao]

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