lokabe82
To infinity and beyond
- Jun 16, 2023
- 153
I've been thinking about ctb just about constantly lately. My mind, body, and soul are just so exhausted and there is no way to rest. I can't even form the thoughts to truly convey how I'm feeling right now. All of my positive traits are disappearing because im being consumed by despair. It's growing and snuffing the person I used to be. I've always simply coexisted with despair until it consumed me.
I walk around like a zombie, barely making any sense when I speak, I'm always nauseous, I'm dizzy, and I'm exhausted.
I have a very strong urge to hang in my closet. It's all I can think about right now. I don't have any way to be alone though. I don't want to fight this urge.
This isn't my preferred way to go but I'm so tired.
I walk around like a zombie, barely making any sense when I speak, I'm always nauseous, I'm dizzy, and I'm exhausted.
I have a very strong urge to hang in my closet. It's all I can think about right now. I don't have any way to be alone though. I don't want to fight this urge.
This isn't my preferred way to go but I'm so tired.