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on a scale of 1 to 10 rate the quality of life

  • 10

    Votes: 0 0.0%
  • 9

    Votes: 1 1.1%
  • 8

    Votes: 2 2.2%
  • 7

    Votes: 4 4.3%
  • 6

    Votes: 5 5.4%
  • 5

    Votes: 10 10.9%
  • 4

    Votes: 6 6.5%
  • 3

    Votes: 26 28.3%
  • 2

    Votes: 18 19.6%
  • 1

    Votes: 27 29.3%

  • Total voters
    92
Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,573
on a scale of 1 to 10 rate the quality of life you've experienced while being alive here on earth
10 being excellent
1 being horrible and terrible
 
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September5th

September5th

You can get better. But the choice is always ours.
May 17, 2022
244
2
Single once again, no money, studying something that won't even guarantee me a future, waking up with anxiety everyday and absolutely hopeless.
All I can say is that I'm not homeless. That's about it. It's exactly why I hate living lol
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,707
Minus 30
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
905
2
Single once again, no money, studying something that won't even guarantee me a future, waking up with anxiety everyday and absolutely hopeless.
All I can say is that I'm not homeless. That's about it. It's exactly why I hate living lol
I'm so sorry. My career guarantees a future but it's pretty hard. I don't see myself graduated in some years.
 
Trezzohno

Trezzohno

Suffering from a bad case of being alive :/
May 9, 2022
52
3/10
I have food and a safe home so thats nice especially considering i live in a developing country.
However i have no career, my degree is almost useless, bag genes courtesy my dad, depressed, suicidial, single, no friends and living off my mother.
My only joy in life is watching good shows and youtube videos
 
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Marine

Marine

*~ 絶対に 全てを取り戻させてもらう ~*
Jul 5, 2020
682
Minus 100, I'm still stuck in cursed hell Seile
 
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HappyForever?

Love from the deepest dream
Feb 14, 2021
326
6/10 when I am distracted from my appearance and loneliness. 2/10 when I can't stop thinking about them. Overall I'd give my life 4/10.
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
905
BTW I think I should be thankful for having a home, food and a job but I'm still depressed. It seems like these things aren't enough for me to be happy. I voted 5/10
 
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whatevs

whatevs

Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
Jan 15, 2022
2,913
Hey who's doing good?! 6/10?

For me it's 3/10.
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
Solid 3/10. Sometimes 4 if I look on the brightside.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,233
I cannot see my life as ever having any quality personally. I see existence as being absolutely horrifying and I could never want to live no matter what. I just suffer each day and I see no point to it all. It is all so depressing and I simply prefer the sound of non existence.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,408
on a scale of 1 to 10 rate the quality of life you've experienced while being alive here on earth
10 being excellent
1 being horrible and terrible
Probably a 2 . But it will be a 1 soon as in homelessness or brain stroke . So i need to ctb asap. But imo don't care if it were a 10 i prefer non-existence forever for me only don't care what others do in their own lives. non-existence means no pain, no problems, no suffering , no diseases, no growing old .... etc. i can keep going up to 5000 horrible things i won't have to deal with like taking out the trash, lies, scams, injustice, depression, grief, pain, worrry, stress, anxiety,grocery shopping, being hungry all the time, cleaning everything, fixing everything, working . , , dementia , and i hate extreme pain most of all
 
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YC&^93qoVF*e

Member
May 17, 2022
19
Hey who's doing good?! 6/10?

For it's 3/10.
that would be me. so many people have it much worse than me and i can see that. at least im not disabled or bed ridden. but does that make me feel better im this way? no it doesnt...
 
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whatevs

whatevs

Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
Jan 15, 2022
2,913
that would be me. so many people have it much worse than me and i can see that. at least im not disabled or bed ridden. but does that make me feel better im this way? no it doesnt...
Hmm, but if you have a decent quality of life what are you suicidal or have suicidal thoughts?
 
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YC&^93qoVF*e

Member
May 17, 2022
19
Hmm, but if you have a decent quality of life what are you suicidal or have suicidal thoughts?
i dont know whats wrong with me. a lot of things arent good but my life most certainly isnt the apocalypse. my life isnt horrible but its all held up by lies. im often caught feeling between two extremes.
i guess some people are suicidal because their life turned shit. but for me (and maybe even a lot of others?) its just how i am. i cant help it.
am not making a lot of sense am i?
 
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dtjb

dtjb

The Obsolete
Apr 27, 2022
63
4/10 most days, some days where everything goes right can feel like a 6 or a 7 but I don't kid myself. Minor improvements or good days here and there don't really outweigh the steady decline.

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Overall, I give myself 1 point for a good, steady job that is meaningful to me, 2 points for having friends and family close to me (even if I constantly fail them), .5 for my living situation (kinda sucky but steady and could always be worse) and .5 for financials (ditto).
 
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Symbiote

Illuminated
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
7/10. I have a steady job that I love, a wife that's understanding, it's just that my demons inside my head keep on coming back. You can have everything in life, but if you're mentally unwell and can't love yourself, then that could be the driving factor to your demise.
 
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Catloaf

Catloaf

disabled • slowly withering away 🍂
Aug 14, 2021
502
2/10
Constant backache and rib nerve pain cause of my twisted spine. 🙂 Also, never-ending panic mode. I'm stuck inside my apartment while my greatest desire is to simply go on a walk on a sunny day.
2 points for still being able to walk and having a roof over my head and food.
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,431
A 3. Yeah i dont have to pay rent amd i live in my mother's house she got from my grandmother but dysphoria and jealousy completely outweights it. I'm ready to die.
 
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Slimetae

Slimeent🎲
Apr 23, 2022
211
1/10homeless living with my aunt sleeping on the floor broke and a bunch of crazy shit is going on in my life.
 
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outatime_85

Warlock
May 17, 2022
789
Daytime 8 I can keep the black dog and negative thoughts at bay.

Outside, it drops to a 4 among the rest of the population.

At night, around sleep time 1-2, all the negative thoughts come rushing in.

Overall, I'd give my life a 3–4/10.

I have food and a place to sleep, neither of which is mine, but that is fine. However, I have no higher education or career.

My prospects of finding even menial work have been nonexistent.

I am depressed and having thoughts of suicide.

I live an isolated life similar to a monk.

One thing I take solace in is having the option to read and exercise.
 
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freedompass

freedompass

Warlock
Jan 27, 2021
768
4/10 most days, some days where everything goes right can feel like a 6 or a 7 but I don't kid myself. Minor improvements or good days here and there don't really outweigh the steady decline.

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Overall, I give myself 1 point for a good, steady job that is meaningful to me, 2 points for having friends and family close to me (even if I constantly fail them), .5 for my living situation (kinda sucky but steady and could always be worse) and .5 for financials (ditto).
This spoke to me. I definitely get the good days, today is one actually. It doesn't change the desire to be gone. Like most things in life it's not a net positive. It's more like relief from the usual drip drip of depression, regret, sadness, loss, frustration, boredom etc. Hungry? Eat. Tired? Sleep. Lonely? Talk. Essentially so called pleasure is simply the relief of one or another state of privation. Whatever people say or think, this is pretty much the universal human experience.

But they are all more than welcome to love their lives and drain them to the last drop. Even if I could have a do over I wouldn't. I'm done.

I said 5 coz I have stuff I'm grateful for. Great home, free of relationship stress, the internet (a lifesaver for me), more than adequate income in a country with free health care. Will all that help me much when old age kicks in? Not really. Can't forget the ever present threat of another psychotic episode either.

For now tho? All good.
 
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Slaanesh

Slaanesh

Memento mori
Oct 23, 2019
52
3.
I have no skills no talents, no friends and no motivation to do anything just drifting through life in misery.
 
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ForeverBlue

Member
Jun 7, 2022
61
1/10 like a living hell. Could be worse, could be 0 I suppose.
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,394
0=DOOMED!
 
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jimmy7754

jimmy7754

I just want to be myself again
Dec 15, 2021
508
I wanna die man
 
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DontplayGod

She/her
Feb 6, 2022
123
I put 3/10 (could be 4/10) it's not good enough to be an average life (5/10), but not bad enough to be absolutely terrible (1/10) I have food, shelter and entertainment, but have multiple issues and basically lost the genetic lottery (schizoaffective, cptsd, bpd) I will say that I am lucky enough to be a good enough musician to attend prestigious events every now and then, doesn't make up for the hell I've been through, but it makes me feel like my life has meaning, and keeps me from having my mental illness swallow my life completely.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,801
Eh, life until puberty was like a 4/10 (rating comparatively to others around me). Had a few years where it was 5, early-mid teens. Then as many where it was around a 1, these past six or so years. Additionally, I'm lowering the overall score for the negative effect on (almost) literally everyone I've crossed paths with, landing at a solid 2/10 life score.
 
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peanuts

peanuts

Member
May 27, 2022
99
Probably a 6.. I have a job, house and enough money to live well. I've made my life as simple as it can be, I don't have any family drama to worry about. I don't get up to much.

What brings the number down..
1) societal expectations of me and the constant reminders that I'm not meeting them. Live with mum, no relationship, no kids, I am stunted emotionally (I act younger than I am)

2) mental illness. I'm anxious and I have eating issues. I'm very isolated and as much as that's on me (isolating myself to avoid feeling anxious), it's really hard.
 
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