Venting Rant

[notenough86]

Rant
I asked my husband to hide the gun from me months ago. I found it yesterday and rehid it. Not sure I could shoot myself. More worried about him hurting himself over being exhausted with me. I'm feel like I have outlived my predestined life expectancy. My life is anxiety, depression and constant physical pain. There is no help. I just want to be normal. I wish my brain worked like happy people.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I'm sorry your life is filled with all that despair and physical pain. No one deserves that. I hope some peace find its way to you.

 

[FuneralCry]

It really is such a cruel life and it does seem as though in a life like this there is no escape from suffering. I'm sorry that you have to endure so much. I hope that you find freedom from your pain.