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Leonard_Bangley39

Leonard_Bangley39

Hate life but scared of death
Nov 6, 2025
124
I really like cutting, helps when im feeling negative or shitty. recently ive gotten the courage to press harder and am getting more styros and less cat scratches. I like how the cuts look with good separation, and the look of the blood in the moment. One downside of getting more styros instead of cat scratches is that they bleed longer and can start bleeding again if i mess with them, which is starting to get annoying because i keep getting the insides of my sleeves wet and dirty with blood.

One of these days, i'll probably buy some bandage wraps, not cause i care about the aftercare or anything, but just so i can stop my sleezes from getting covered in blood.
 

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