Fardarmist

Fardarmist

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Sep 18, 2024
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I wanted to try to find the fastest and most painless way to end my life while on this website. I did at least learn of the substance SN and secured a 10lbs package. But unfortunately my time has run out. I knew there was a date involved for me. I intend to do this tonight. Worst case scenario it'll be tomorrow night, but that would be the absolute latest. I have two bottles that I intend to not measure and dissolve, a lighter amount of SN and a heavier amount of SN. Both should have well more than enough of a lethal amount. I don't intend to use any other medication's to try to alter the effects I would assume in the absolute worst case scenario I should be alive 40 minutes after consumption. Wasn't ideal but it's what I got. I am glad this place exists to help me. I do hope it helps others.
 
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What amounts of Sn are you using for each bottle?

Either way, hope you find peace.
 
Fardarmist

Fardarmist

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What amounts of Sn are you using for each bottle?

Either way, hope you find peace.
Didn't intend to measure. Grams are small to scale. Rough estimate 1 bottle will have 200 grams the other 1000 grams for the same water although I doubt I'll be able to drink it all. I intend to start drinking the lower concentration first. Then as I feel the process happen and how my stomach feels I'd go for a drink of the stronger concentration to finish off my life. If I'm able to think clearly I could try to describe it all here. Even if I have to use talk to text.
 
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Fate

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Aug 10, 2024
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Didn't intend to measure. Grams are small to scale. Rough estimate 1 bottle will have 200 grams the other 1000 grams for the same water although I doubt I'll be able to drink it all. I intend to start drinking the lower concentration first. Then as I feel the process happen and how my stomach feels I'd go for a drink of the stronger concentration to finish off my life. If I'm able to think clearly I could try to describe it all here. Even if I have to use talk to text.
I'd try limit it to 25g if possible. Too low and it won't work, too high and it's got a higher chance of failure, you don't want to vomit too much, especially when not using other meds with it. I'd stick between 20-40g.
 
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I'd try limit it to 25g if possible. Too low and it won't work, too high and it's got a higher chance of failure, you don't want to vomit too much, especially when not using other meds with it. I'd stick between 20-40g.
Specifically, 25g under 100kg of body weight and 35g if you're above 100kg.
 
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FuneralCry

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I hope you find peace from suffering, best wishes.
 

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