Help Quick methods (no need for painless)

[radicalfreedom]

Here's my context:
1. I've decided I want to die. Keeping reasons to myself, but let's assume I'm certain
2. I have a strong self-preservation instinct that keeps kicking in and sabotaging attempts
3. I also have a strong support network that is pretty closely monitoring me, making even leaving the home for extended periods of time difficult.
4. I've tried faking recovery and I... just can't do it. I can't figure out how to pretend to be ok.
5. I live in an urban area in the United States.
6. I have a history of treatment, so no ability to purchase a firearm.

So, what's the path forward here. Specifically:
- What's a method that's quick and accessible. I don't care at all about pain or how violent it is. I just want it to be difficult to reverse and something that would be hard to catch.
- What's the height necessary to ensure death from a jump. This seems to meet my quick and accessible criteria, but I know it's a lot harder to die from it than you might think.
- Any advice on how to fake recovery? I don't know how to pretend the pain and ideation isn't there. It hurts so much, and I just can't focus or function through it.

 

[Alex6216]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/search/834978/?q=Sulfide+method&o=relevance

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/formic-acid-sulphuric-acid-method.233/
Warning, the ingredients for either of these methods are pretty hard to get nowadays.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/shallow-water-blackout.4315/ < This requires you to SWIM in a large body of water, doing it in a bathtub wont work
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-a-comprehensive-guide-including-method.25148/ < SN
the height necessary to ensure death from a jump is 150 feet into water and 250 feet onto land to be 98 percent fatal.
12 grams of chloroquine, so 50-65 tablets + 300g of zopiclone & zolpidem will kill within 2ish hours.
Other drugs that kill you if you take too much:
Xanax + GHB, use 1,4 BDO if GHB is too expensive; The lethal dose for GHB is 1.7g per kilos, the lethal dose of 1,4 bdo is 1.75g per kilo.
4 grams of Benadryl, although you'll be hallucinating so take a bit of diazepam to pass out
3.5g of Dextropropoxyphene HCL, also known as Darvon, mixed with 300 grams of diazepam.

 

[Shu]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/search/834978/?q=Sulfide+method&o=relevance

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/formic-acid-sulphuric-acid-method.233/
Warning, the ingredients for either of these methods are pretty hard to get nowadays.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/shallow-water-blackout.4315/ < This requires you to SWIM in a large body of water, doing it in a bathtub wont work
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-a-comprehensive-guide-including-method.25148/ < SN
the height necessary to ensure death from a jump is 150 feet into water and 250 feet onto land to be 98 percent fatal.
12 grams of chloroquine, so 50-65 tablets + 300g of zopiclone & zolpidem will kill within 2ish hours.
Other drugs that kill you if you take too much:
Xanax + GHB, use 1,4 BDO if GHB is too expensive; The lethal dose for GHB is 1.7g per kilos, the lethal dose of 1,4 bdo is 1.75g per kilo.
4 grams of Benadryl, although you'll be hallucinating so take a bit of diazepam to pass out
3.5g of Dextropropoxyphene HCL, also known as Darvon, mixed with 300 grams of diazepam.

4 grams of benadryl? Never knew that. I wonder how painful it is. I've taken tons of Benny's before.

 

[NobodyKnowsMe]

4 grams of Benadryl

Interesting. I take the generic form as a sleeping pill - 100 mg on weeknights and 200 mg on weekends. I've often wondered how much I'd have to take to never wake up.

 

[radicalfreedom]

So doing a bit of research, it's clear the success rate from any form of medication poisoning is just way too low, and there's a huge risk of being treated, or even having survival instincts kick in and lead to seeking treatment.

It also sounds like my assumption that the bridges near me would be high enough to ensure death on a jump was false. The main ones over water in my city aren't high enough, and I don't want to risk aiming for land.

Since I can't get my hands on a firearm (yay mental health laws), I'm increasingly thinking hanging, or finding a high-rise hotel and booking a room are my best bets.

 

[NobodyKnowsMe]

the height necessary to ensure death from a jump is 150 feet into water and 250 feet onto land to be 98 percent fatal.

Isn't it the reverse - 150 ft for land and 250 ft for water? I'm thinking I read that somewhere here over the last few days.

 

[motel rooms]

Isn't it the reverse - 150 ft for land and 250 ft for water?

Of course

 

[radicalfreedom]

Yeah, that's what I read as well, the highest bridges in my area are in the 180f over water range.

 

[Alex6216]

4 grams of benadryl? Never knew that. I wonder how painful it is. I've taken tons of Benny's before.

It's pretty unpleasant, hence why it's suggested to take phenobarbital or benzos beforehand.

 

[whatcouldgowrong]

Why don't more people try hanging. I'm thinking of that on Friday.

 

[Alex6216]

Why don't more people try hanging. I'm thinking of that on Friday.

I cant drop-hang or do suspension hanging because there's no high enough place where I wont be found and/or support my weight.
Partial hanging doesnt work for me

 

[untouchable305]

It's pretty unpleasant, hence why it's suggested to take phenobarbital or benzos beforehand.

How much of those tho?

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/search/834978/?q=Sulfide+method&o=relevance

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/formic-acid-sulphuric-acid-method.233/
Warning, the ingredients for either of these methods are pretty hard to get nowadays.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/shallow-water-blackout.4315/ < This requires you to SWIM in a large body of water, doing it in a bathtub wont work
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-a-comprehensive-guide-including-method.25148/ < SN
the height necessary to ensure death from a jump is 150 feet into water and 250 feet onto land to be 98 percent fatal.
12 grams of chloroquine, so 50-65 tablets + 300g of zopiclone & zolpidem will kill within 2ish hours.
Other drugs that kill you if you take too much:
Xanax + GHB, use 1,4 BDO if GHB is too expensive; The lethal dose for GHB is 1.7g per kilos, the lethal dose of 1,4 bdo is 1.75g per kilo.
4 grams of Benadryl, although you'll be hallucinating so take a bit of diazepam to pass out
3.5g of Dextropropoxyphene HCL, also known as Darvon, mixed with 300 grams of diazepam.

How much diazepam for benadryl

 

[actual_fox]

Xanax + GHB, use 1,4 BDO if GHB is too expensive; The lethal dose for GHB is 1.7g per kilos, the lethal dose of 1,4 bdo is 1.75g per kilo.

Man that is waay toooo much of ghb. That is like 75 grams of ghb for average person. That must be wrong.
Also shallow water blackout is untested and I think It is not a real deal.
I only say what not to do. I do not feel good with giving direct advice, but saving people from doing stupid stuff is my goal.