Question

[sinclairpeace]

I'm trying to do partial I've been doing a lot of research but I just can't seem to find the correct information. I'm using drawstrings from a pair of adidas sweats it's super sturdy and I'm trying to do it with the doorknob. How can I tie the strings to be successful. I've seen where some have done it with shoe lace but I don't want to fail. Or if anyone has any suggestions that will help me go through with it and succed with things around the house that I can use that would be appreciated. I'm way too tired of this life and every day I'm here it's just a pain. I've thought about slicing my throat as well but when I tried I couldn't, the knife wasn't sharp enough and I just couldn't.