Balloon ANIMAL🎈🪅
BALLOON ANIMAL
- Jul 22, 2024
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I've done a bunch of research into my chosen method with S.I in mind. I've landed on a version of the 'Helium Hood'
method. From what I understand, the helium displaces oxygen so you asphyxiate. Normally that would be majorly uncomfortable & difficult to over come due to the body's natural SI, but Helium is able to latch on to blood cells in place of oxygen without triggering any alarms. I've interpreted the info I read about it, as it be able to deprive oxygen from a person without being detected. So virtually, asphyxia without the awful sensation of suffocating. I believe it's that sensation that triggers a person's SI to kick in. Hopefully if all goes according to my plan, I should be able to peacefully & comfortably CTB while listening to a good audiobook which I'm hoping also mitigates any emotional stress or anxiety. I am constantly going over all the details of my plan & doing more research because 1st of all, i want to be as much prepared as I possibly can to ensure a successful EXIT. 2nd just thinking about it alone, is actually a really good coping method for when just getting through the next hour seems impossible when you're overwhelmed with intolerable anxiety & emotions. .
Anyways, it's a little easier knowing that I have a plan, but also frustrating that I don't have everything I need. Helium is expensive and harder to get these days. Really just waiting on having enough left over to buy the stuff. Hopefully this payday
method. From what I understand, the helium displaces oxygen so you asphyxiate. Normally that would be majorly uncomfortable & difficult to over come due to the body's natural SI, but Helium is able to latch on to blood cells in place of oxygen without triggering any alarms. I've interpreted the info I read about it, as it be able to deprive oxygen from a person without being detected. So virtually, asphyxia without the awful sensation of suffocating. I believe it's that sensation that triggers a person's SI to kick in. Hopefully if all goes according to my plan, I should be able to peacefully & comfortably CTB while listening to a good audiobook which I'm hoping also mitigates any emotional stress or anxiety. I am constantly going over all the details of my plan & doing more research because 1st of all, i want to be as much prepared as I possibly can to ensure a successful EXIT. 2nd just thinking about it alone, is actually a really good coping method for when just getting through the next hour seems impossible when you're overwhelmed with intolerable anxiety & emotions. .
Anyways, it's a little easier knowing that I have a plan, but also frustrating that I don't have everything I need. Helium is expensive and harder to get these days. Really just waiting on having enough left over to buy the stuff. Hopefully this payday
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