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What do you consume?

  • uppers (Speed / MDMA / Methamphetamine / ... )

    Votes: 4 20.0%
  • downers (THC / synth. cannabinoids / Opiates / Benzos / other hypnotics )

    Votes: 6 30.0%
  • Pharmaceuticals ( Opiates/Benzos for real medical use / Zopiclon / AD / Neuroleptics / ... )

    Votes: 4 20.0%
  • hallucinogenics (associative: LSD / Psilocybin / ... | dissociative: Ketamine / MXP / ... )

    Votes: 5 25.0%
  • Alcohol (didn't want to put it to 'downers' section)

    Votes: 11 55.0%
  • Nicotine (cigarettes)

    Votes: 10 50.0%
  • nothing at all

    Votes: 3 15.0%

  • Total voters
    20
Memento Mori

Memento Mori

shambling garbage
Jan 24, 2019
573
vote is set to 'anonymous'

I added two separate sections for pharmaceuticals: medical use as prescribed and 'abuse' to get high/flee from reality/chase purple pickles/anything else


Once I prefered everything I could get, now It's been some years since I touched any substances, just dear Mary Jane is following me on my way...alcohol+cigs too but I don't really like them...it's called to be 'culture' over here^^ and some pharmaceuticals sometimes, but not from any doc since they don't want to prescribe something else to me than bullshit because I'm still young. But no prob in prescribing neuroleptics and antidepressants! lol

I'd like to add the word 'poll' to the thread title but can't change it anymore. :(
 
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Armadillo

Experienced
Oct 24, 2018
224
I've tried at least one substance for each category.

I've been prescribed 27 different psychiatric medications in the timespan of 3 years and I've used recreationally some stuff here and there. Some by IV route too.

Opioids and stimulants were the ones I liked the most, they're fucking awesome, expecially combined. Funny enough tho, the ones I got badly addicted to were benzos.

Now I just smoke cigs, drink coffe and alcohol once in a while (sometimes I use Zolpidem too). I don't have the money or the motivation to get the drugs I want.

Damn, I hate being sober.
 
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johnny

johnny

Experienced
Dec 5, 2018
255
I haven't used any drugs in maybe 6 years, barely ever drink

used to smoke weed a bit, also did a few psychedelic drugs
 
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wxtyubidi7y

Student
Jun 30, 2018
176
I enjoy taking zopiclone and staying awake all night in a daze watching endless footage of train journeys. Don't want to lie to my doctor now about what medicines I need though because it's hard enough getting him to believe me about my legitimate health problems.

I've noticed a number of users say on here that they use DXM.
 
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stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,919
I prefer medical marijuana, sometimes opiate tablets but very rarely. I don't have access to either. The only thing I consume is nicotine.
I used to love red wine and chocolate but my stomach doesn't tolerate drinking anymore.
 
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Memento Mori

Memento Mori

shambling garbage
Jan 24, 2019
573
I've noticed a number of users say on here that they use DXM.

DXM is one of the things that screwed me up the most lol
better take other dissociatives where your goal is not actually poisoning yourself to feel something/nothing, they're also without hydrobromide
 
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wxtyubidi7y

Student
Jun 30, 2018
176
DXM is one of the things that screwed me up the most lol
better take other dissociatives where your goal is not actually poisoning yourself to feel something/nothing, they're also without hydrobromide

Yeah fair enough. I have done a bit of dxm but I stick to soft drugs now. I also got screwed up by drugs, for me it was mushrooms. I am uneasy with recommending hallucinogens to people with depression or anxiety.
 
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Memento Mori

shambling garbage
Jan 24, 2019
573
I am uneasy with recommending hallucinogens to people with depression or anxiety.

It can help with such things, also shrooms tend to act as antidepressant for some weeks if I'm right. But I wouldn't recommend it either. It depends on you being open for everything you might experience and taking a 'bad trip' not as a 'bad trip' but an experience equivalent to the 'good' ones. I'm not ready for that and I don't know if I'll ever be, don't feel like I'm missing the holy grale if I won't do it, but yes it's a very special experience :) but no touchy for me atm!
 
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lost_soul83

Wizard
Jan 7, 2019
638
I've tried at least one substance for each category.

I've been prescribed 27 different psychiatric medications in the timespan of 3 years and I've used recreationally some stuff here and there. Some by IV route too.

Opioids and stimulants were the ones I liked the most, they're fucking awesome, expecially combined. Funny enough tho, the ones I got badly addicted to were benzos.

Now I just smoke cigs, drink coffe and alcohol once in a while (sometimes I use Zolpidem too). I don't have the money or the motivation to get the drugs I want.

Damn, I hate being sober.
I definitely agree with sobriety sucking big time. I got hooked on pain pills after the doctor prescribed them for chronic pain, now I've been in a methadone treatment program for almost 6 years and the closer I get to ctb, the less I care about staying clean and sober. I mean, if I'm gonna die soon, I might as well live it up, right? Lol!
 
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waived

I am a sunrise
Jan 5, 2019
974
I'm in what I'd consider my first spell of real sobriety. I'm glad the power plant still works to such an extent, I've got no idea how that worked out but the proof is definitely in the pudding. Pharmas, downers, and psychedelics although much less of the psychedelics, not my thing, I see enough as it is.
 
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