Psych Ward

[abcdefg111123456]

My parents are forcing me to go to the psych ward. I really don't want to I might actually go even crazier there. I don't want help. I want to ctb with sn, I've ordered it online over 3 times, but I believe my parents either found the package and kept it or whatsoever I don't know but I've never received it on my end. I really want to ctb, how can I do it before I'm admitted to the psych ward help

 

[needthebus]

My parents are forcing me to go to the psych ward. I really don't want to I might actually go even crazier there. I don't want help. I want to ctb with sn, I've ordered it online over 3 times, but I believe my parents either found the package and kept it or whatsoever I don't know but I've never received it on my end. I really want to ctb, how can I do it before I'm admitted to the psych ward help

are you over 18?

 

[EvisceratedJester]

I don't think they can do that without a court order and even then it will be up to the medical professionals to decide whether or not to admit you. You could try acting as though everything is okay and lie and see if that helps to keep you out of the psych ward.

Also, we aren't allowed to suggest ctb methods on here. Your fate is in your hands.

 

[Tig]

If you're an adult it takes court order, unless there extenuating circumstances.
Move out your parents house, get your own mailbox with key,
It works every time.

 

[dontwakemeup]

I would never advise anyone to ctb if they haven't attempted to get help 1st and exacerbated all their options! You sound young, and I'm sure this is what you want now BUT I suggest you go to psych, give it a try and be honest. If you are still have those thoughts after, then the decision is yours to make, but we won't help you with a method.

If you would like, Do you want to start talking about what is bothering you? Only if you would like to share, we are here to help you through this. All we have is time.

 

[LukaParrot]

I think you are a teenage or maybe reaching 18+ years, you seen to have parents that care about you. And you're too new to do this, sometimes we need a break and give a chance, try at least.

Some drugs may work for you, I heard cases of people cured in psychwards. Like .... they snap out of it after calm their minds. Depression is a spiral, if you have people that care, have resources (money); you should at least try.

 

[needthebus]

My parents are forcing me to go to the psych ward. I really don't want to I might actually go even crazier there. I don't want help. I want to ctb with sn, I've ordered it online over 3 times, but I believe my parents either found the package and kept it or whatsoever I don't know but I've never received it on my end. I really want to ctb, how can I do it before I'm admitted to the psych ward help

you didn't confirm you are over 18

it's an important to confirm

you can't be forced if you are over 18 unless thry can prove that you need to be locked up for some reason.

if you are under 18, you should not be on.this forum and put the whole forum at risk. There are 70 year olds with long painful cancers who will spend months or years in agony without access to information about suicide, you put that at risk

if you are under 18, you should probably go to that psych ward as awful as it will be, especially since you don't have a choice anyway.

 

[abcdefg111123456]

Hi, thank you

you didn't confirm you are over 18

it's an important to confirm

you can't be forced if you are over 18 unless thry can prove that you need to be locked up for some reason.

if you are under 18, you should not be on.this forum and put the whole forum at risk. There are 70 year olds with long painful cancers who will spend months or years in agony without access to information about suicide, you put that at risk

if you are under 18, you should probably go to that psych ward as awful as it will be, especially since you don't have a choice anyway.

I am 19

 

[Autumn_Stars]

My first time in the ward I was seventeen. You can see all the good it did. See if you can get a PO box. Tell the shiny happies what they want to hear and get out of there.

 

[abcdefg111123456]

I would never advise anyone to ctb if they haven't attempted to get help 1st and exacerbated all their options! You sound young, and I'm sure this is what you want now BUT I suggest you go to psych, give it a try and be honest. If you are still have those thoughts after, then the decision is yours to make, but we won't help you with a method.

If you would like, Do you want to start talking about what is bothering you? Only if you would like to share, we are here to help you through this. All we have is time.

I would never advise anyone to ctb if they haven't attempted to get help 1st and exacerbated all their options! You sound young, and I'm sure this is what you want now BUT I suggest you go to psych, give it a try and be honest. If you are still have those thoughts after, then the decision is yours to make, but we won't help you with a method.

If you would like, Do you want to start talking about what is bothering you? Only if you would like to share, we are here to help you through this. All we have is time.

I would never advise anyone to ctb if they haven't attempted to get help 1st and exacerbated all their options! You sound young, and I'm sure this is what you want now BUT I suggest you go to psych, give it a try and be honest. If you are still have those thoughts after, then the decision is yours to make, but we won't help you with a method.

If you would like, Do you want to start talking about what is bothering you? Only if you would like to share, we are here to help you through this. All we have is time.

Hi, thank you for your response. I'll be 20 in the next 6 months. I dropped out of uni twice, in 2 different universities abroad. The first time I dropped out was because I was suffering from severe mental issues, I was diagnosed with severe dep, bpd, and schizophrenia. After dropping out from my first uni, I returned to my home country, received help for about 2.5 months. Then my family and I thought that I was ready to start again, thus, I started fresh at a new university, still abroad, with new people. Just abt 2 months there in a new country I relapsed, everything started to crumble again. I couldnt go out, I failed classes, all my symptoms were back and I felt like an absolute failure. But my semester was 6 months, and I didn't want to go back home just after 2 months, so I stayed and persisted there alone while being in an absolute hell hole, for the remaining 4 months there before returning home I was immensely suicidal, I felt like a failure, twice. I have gained over 50pounds in 4 months due to stress eating and have looked unrecognizable now. my friends are all thriving on their 2nd and 3rd year of uni and im nowhere. I wanted to just disappear. I have no name anymore especially for dropping out of uni twice in 2 different unis. I then came back to my home country, completely shut myself in the room and haven't been outside of the house in almost 2 months, I just stayed in my room and not talk to anyone. I removed all texting platforms as I couldn't bear having people texting me. I've lost contact with so many people now and I know that it's my fault, but I just can't stand having to tell others about my situation. I'm slowly going crazy here, I used to be the most sociable and a decently smart person. I could barely recognize myself anymore, I really just want to disappear

 

[Tommen Baratheon]

are you over 18?

IIRC this question is asked in the registration form. Every poster here should be at least 18yo.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

IIRC this question is asked in the registration form. Every poster here should be at least 18yo.

Unfortunately what "should" be and what actually "is" don't always match.

 

[needthebus]

if you are 19, they can try to do a welfare check to see if you are dangerous, but your parents can't force you to go. if they report you, they will take it seriously though
they are able to kick you out if you live there but won't go, so you could deal with that ultimatum. are you working? in school? is there anything you want to do? brains change a lot 18-20. if you got a job, moved out (into a room somewhere) you could be happier. is there anything you want or are you just over it?

you could get a bike and do door dash deliveries

not everyone is meant to be a college graduate.

some successful people dont go to college.

the exercise from deliveries could make you feel better.

 

[astr4]

your parents can say whatever they want but ultimately you can lie to the police, and if the police think you're fine, nothing will happen to you. i've personally used the excuse of my parents being mentally ill as for why they called the cops on me. are you living at home? they can't threaten to kick you out either iirc you do have tenant rights so… i'm not sure what they're leveraging to "force" you to go but realistically they can't?

 

[foreverlanguish]

If you're over 18, you don't have to abide by your parents wishes. You can choose not to go to a psychiatric hospital if you don't want to, or maybe you can try to ask your parents for another alternative to a hospital? I hope you can find a way out of this situation.

 

[Romanticize]

Dude I was locked in a ward twice, both against my will (after I inflicted self-cuts on myself). - tl;dr - it's not super nice, but it is not that bad that you imagine, either!

On the first day I got beaten by guards, on second one I was restrained with cuffs to my bed, and when I asked inmates for some water, one dude squeezed his underpants full of piss onto my face. I couldn't do nothing. When I reported it to ward staff, they told me to "stop lying, it couldn't have happened", they discredited it so badly. And I was in 24/7 monitored room (half of them were, half of them not).

It may sound terrible, but if you aren't from a third world country, and you will comply with their orders and rules - you will get an "OK" time there. Trust me. You will get meds and food every day at the same time. They will take everything from you, including shoelaces, all cosmetics, you cannot have anything you can hurt yourself with. They can search your things if your family isn't bringing anything, the visits are permitted in some time only (in my case it was 2 hours daily, between 4-6pm or so).

Hell, even smartphone was took from me (camera was forbidden, family had to get me those old phones, w/o cam).
However, I somewhat functioned there and due to constant exposure to others, the time was a bit better than I expected (i'm an introvert and prefer time alone, however the regular time schedule and other people presence - even though I HATE IT, it somewhat... took the time for me to think about how bad my depression is). It did not cure me, but i took the lock-up better than i expected it to be.

btw.
i'm from central eu, and in your case i assume you are either us/canadian or western eu, which should be even better.

don't panic, if you have several depression and suic ideation, your stay probably won't be longer than 3 weeks. I was out after 2 in both cases. Only people with active schizophrenia and delusions+hallucinations stayed longer, some for months. But it's rare.

 

[needthebus]

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if you are 19, they can try to do a welfare check to see if you are dangerous, but your parents can't force you to go. if they report you, they will take it seriously though
they are able to kick you out if you live there but won't go, so you could deal with that ultimatum. are you working? in school? is there anything you want to do? brains change a lot 18-20. if you got a job, moved out (into a room somewhere) you could be happier. is there anything you want or are you just over it?

you could get a bike and do door dash deliveries

not everyone is meant to be a college graduate.

some successful people dont go to college.

the exercise from deliveries could make you feel better.

i wrote this before reading thoroughly your replies

i relate to how you feel, i feel the same way