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LittleJem
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- Jul 3, 2019
- 2,499
Jeez, so I am stuck on this psych ward for an indefinite amount of time. This bank holiday weekend is carnival, which is literally the only thing I was living for when I was really depressed. It is my favourite party.
Instead, I am stuck in a stinking room, with disgusting food and these zombie nurses all saying my name and smiling at me. It's really creepy. I know to get out I have to play the game and say 'I'm fine' but actually I am crumbling with misery.
My family don't give a shit. They want me here. My dad said he wanted me 'punished'.
I am totally alone with this suffering and I don't know how to bear it.
I don't know how to bear it when these zombie nurses say my name and look at me, waiting for my response so they can go and write notes on me.
I cannot overstate how much I hate this. And I don't know when it will be over. I have days and days ahead of it.
I am trying to study and work on my computer and I am lucky to have it here.
I hate these cruel doctors and nurses that imprison me to pay their salaries.
I was no danger to anybody. I hate these people so much.
Instead, I am stuck in a stinking room, with disgusting food and these zombie nurses all saying my name and smiling at me. It's really creepy. I know to get out I have to play the game and say 'I'm fine' but actually I am crumbling with misery.
My family don't give a shit. They want me here. My dad said he wanted me 'punished'.
I am totally alone with this suffering and I don't know how to bear it.
I don't know how to bear it when these zombie nurses say my name and look at me, waiting for my response so they can go and write notes on me.
I cannot overstate how much I hate this. And I don't know when it will be over. I have days and days ahead of it.
I am trying to study and work on my computer and I am lucky to have it here.
I hate these cruel doctors and nurses that imprison me to pay their salaries.
I was no danger to anybody. I hate these people so much.