Psilocybin has so far treated me fairly. I was scared given my traumatic life and repressed memories but with a light dose of 2-3 grams it was soothing. The worst trip I had only involved the enhancing of my chronic pain. It brought immense sadness that I carry that physical pain every day. It makes me extra sensitive to emotions and thoughts. Definitely taught me the power of my thoughts. I could feel my stomach drop and my heart increase when I thought badly about myself or others. Those thoughts brought a feeling of illness so it made me more aware of what I choose to focus on to increase health. It's been years but I plan on reintroducing it to my recovery in the coming year.