Blackjack
I’ll be watching...
- Aug 6, 2019
- 777
Hey y'all,
I was a lurker for a month before joining 2 months ago. I'll be leaving soon & have learned a few things along the way that I feel compelled to pass on. Because I am disabled & bedridden 24/7, I have the luxury of having spent an obscene amount of time reading copious amounts of information on this site. Do with my ramblings what you will.
1) Until the law enforcement activity in June-July that compromised him and a select few members, A was (and still is) the most prolific, reputable & consistent supplier of liquid veterinary Nembutal. Period, paragraph.
By all accounts, that was an anomalous law enforcement event. As of August-September, he seems to be back on his game, replying & shipping faster than ever to the U.S. (I don't know about any other countries.) Once it ships, A has no control over what happens next.
A is, above all, a businessman providing a highly desirable product. He's not your friend and is not obligated to hold your hand through the process. Yes, several hundreds of dollars for N is a lot of money. But consider that Dignitas charges $10k for an initial consultation for the same peaceful death. Comparatively, A's N is a bargain.
That said, nothing is guaranteed, so if you come here looking for assurances that your N will be received without incident, you are naive. It is up to you to weigh the risk vs. reward factor & if you decide to proceed, roll the dice. But do so at your own risk. Nobody here can ensure your success. If you are not educated about the potential pitfalls & prepared to assume 100% of the risk, do not order. Period, paragraph.
2) Hanging does not work! Read the hundreds upon hundreds of posts about failed hanging attempts. Anyone who *may* succeed (and I've yet to see one in my 3 months here) is the exception. I'm convinced that celebrities have access to a hanging horse whisperer who provides them professional consulting services that regular people are not privy to.
3) Keep in mind that everyone who comes here is fighting a battle you know nothing about. There are some amazing people here. There are also some assholes. And some know-it-alls. And some scammers. And some trolls. And some pro-lifers. Nothing but a microcosm of life. Be cautious and careful in all your dealings & pay attention to your gut. By & large, this is a community of good people in horrible pain like no other.
4) If you're new here, I'd suggest spending several of your first hours here doing more reading than anything else. Use the search function to deep dive whatever you're curious about. There is no shortage of helpful information here, but you have to do the work. Do not come here and start posting immediately asking how to off yourself. People don't respond well to that, nor should they. You are responsible for researching your own means to your own end. If, after making a concerted effort to educate yourself, you still have questions, by all means ask. That's what this site is all about.
5) Don't ever post anything here that will give people like those pushing Shawn's Law ammunition to shut this site down. This is an educational & pro-choice site. And we have a right to be here. And we are not responsible for your loved one's death. Period, paragraph.
6) SI is more than physical. It's emotional, both conscious & subconscious. And you have ZERO chance of control over that.
That's all for now folks. I may wax & wane again before I go, since I will always be a journalist at heart.
Above all, be kind.
xo
I was a lurker for a month before joining 2 months ago. I'll be leaving soon & have learned a few things along the way that I feel compelled to pass on. Because I am disabled & bedridden 24/7, I have the luxury of having spent an obscene amount of time reading copious amounts of information on this site. Do with my ramblings what you will.
1) Until the law enforcement activity in June-July that compromised him and a select few members, A was (and still is) the most prolific, reputable & consistent supplier of liquid veterinary Nembutal. Period, paragraph.
By all accounts, that was an anomalous law enforcement event. As of August-September, he seems to be back on his game, replying & shipping faster than ever to the U.S. (I don't know about any other countries.) Once it ships, A has no control over what happens next.
A is, above all, a businessman providing a highly desirable product. He's not your friend and is not obligated to hold your hand through the process. Yes, several hundreds of dollars for N is a lot of money. But consider that Dignitas charges $10k for an initial consultation for the same peaceful death. Comparatively, A's N is a bargain.
That said, nothing is guaranteed, so if you come here looking for assurances that your N will be received without incident, you are naive. It is up to you to weigh the risk vs. reward factor & if you decide to proceed, roll the dice. But do so at your own risk. Nobody here can ensure your success. If you are not educated about the potential pitfalls & prepared to assume 100% of the risk, do not order. Period, paragraph.
2) Hanging does not work! Read the hundreds upon hundreds of posts about failed hanging attempts. Anyone who *may* succeed (and I've yet to see one in my 3 months here) is the exception. I'm convinced that celebrities have access to a hanging horse whisperer who provides them professional consulting services that regular people are not privy to.
3) Keep in mind that everyone who comes here is fighting a battle you know nothing about. There are some amazing people here. There are also some assholes. And some know-it-alls. And some scammers. And some trolls. And some pro-lifers. Nothing but a microcosm of life. Be cautious and careful in all your dealings & pay attention to your gut. By & large, this is a community of good people in horrible pain like no other.
4) If you're new here, I'd suggest spending several of your first hours here doing more reading than anything else. Use the search function to deep dive whatever you're curious about. There is no shortage of helpful information here, but you have to do the work. Do not come here and start posting immediately asking how to off yourself. People don't respond well to that, nor should they. You are responsible for researching your own means to your own end. If, after making a concerted effort to educate yourself, you still have questions, by all means ask. That's what this site is all about.
5) Don't ever post anything here that will give people like those pushing Shawn's Law ammunition to shut this site down. This is an educational & pro-choice site. And we have a right to be here. And we are not responsible for your loved one's death. Period, paragraph.
6) SI is more than physical. It's emotional, both conscious & subconscious. And you have ZERO chance of control over that.
That's all for now folks. I may wax & wane again before I go, since I will always be a journalist at heart.
Above all, be kind.
xo
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