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Calculator321

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Mar 14, 2019
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Hello everyone , I am planning to ctb by overdosing on propranolol(beta blocker).
The last time I triedd around 20×40mg and it was good I just felt drowsy and sleepy and slept within 30minutes.Now I have been stockpiling them and plan to OD about 7-8 gm which is well above lethal dose. I am also planing to take benzo so that i can drows off pretty well during seizure and fits. Do you thinkit will work?Is there anyone who has failed this method?Can you share your story?

Edit:: I can also easily get antiemetics so I'll take them beforehand.
 
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You need 8 gramm. And of course anti-emetic before.
 
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Any overdose that is not barbiturates or strong opioids is much harder to pull off. This seems like it might have a real chance of working though, you should add antiemetics to this. Good luck.
 
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Thanks for your suggestions guys . I will try it soon . Hope it works
 
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Ah lovely propranolol.... it's a good one. Be very careful to not get caught. The grams are good. Add opiates or something else to help depress breathing and blood pressure. Make very sure you don't leave the bottle or any evidence of what was used- or even better leave something like aspirin.
Despite my own failure I had a friend use this method very successfully. If you have access to fentanyl- especially the patches use that instead.
Forgot one thing- I made some changes to my plans, but ran out of access to propranolol before I could implement them. Taking the number of pills necessary seems to be a problem and caused the majority of the issues with this method. Grind them up, put the full amount into just a few capsules. You can get empty ones at health food stores. This allows greater surface area for faster absorption and an above lethal dose quickly.
 
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Ah lovely propranolol.... it's a good one. Be very careful to not get caught. The grams are good. Add opiates or something else to help depress breathing and blood pressure. Make very sure you don't leave the bottle or any evidence of what was used- or even better leave something like aspirin.
Despite my own failure I had a friend use this method very successfully. If you have access to fentanyl- especially the patches use that instead.
Forgot one thing- I made some changes to my plans, but ran out of access to propranolol before I could implement them. Taking the number of pills necessary seems to be a problem and caused the majority of the issues with this method. Grind them up, put the full amount into just a few capsules. You can get empty ones at health food stores. This allows greater surface area for faster absorption and an above lethal dose quickly.
Hey thanks for your words.May I ask you how many tablets had you taken and what was the effect?Did you have seizures or anything like that?BTW do you think 8 hours of undiscovered time would be enough to cause death? I know these drugs act quick ie within 2-4 hours but I wanna make sure that I die within 10 hours so that I can't be saved.What are your thoughts about this?Thanks
Thinking of going out this way too. Are you sure about the 8 grams?
Yeah I can surely say that 8gram is a pretty lethal does.The mean Lethal dose is >2 grams and you have a better chance to ctb by using >5gm.But the dosage hardly matters. It is the cardiac arrest that causes death.Some people have it in 2 grams while a few others reportedly survive >5 grams. That is what stopping me or else I would be gone by now.
P.s: I've had very good research in this method and looked up all that is in the internet.I feel like its my way to go
 
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chrijo

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Two further tips:

Do it in a seated position and enhance the effects from propranolol with verapamil if you can. This combination is a killer.

As Dead_Inside already say, grind them up is important.
 
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I'm 5'5 and around 105lbs, 70x40mg pills was enough for me to flatline in December. I was unconscious by the time I was found seizing, cardiac arrest is what caused me to flatline. To save me I was put into a medically induced coma, my family were warned of brain damage and I was still expected to die until I woke up so I'd imagine brain damage is likely if you survive and I got pretty lucky. I didn't use antiemetics, mix them with any other drug or crush them, I just swallowed them all with a glass of water first thing in the morning on an empty stomach. I don't remember being in pain before I lost consciousness either so painless as far as I'm aware.

Just adding that it was actually an effort for the nurses to pull me out of this attempt, took 2 ambulances, 40 mins of chest compressions, intubation, coma, etc. I think this is a pretty reliable way to go. I was told by paramedics when I went back a month after for heart related issues (probably due to this attempt) that they all expected me to die & the first one to treat me cried when she saw me alive. If I am to CTB I'll use propranolol again.
 
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I'm 5'5 and around 105lbs, 70x40mg pills was enough for me to flatline in December. I was unconscious by the time I was found seizing, cardiac arrest is what caused me to flatline. To save me I was put into a medically induced coma, my family were warned of brain damage and I was still expected to die until I woke up so I'd imagine brain damage is likely if you survive and I got pretty lucky. I didn't use antiemetics, mix them with any other drug or crush them, I just swallowed them all with a glass of water first thing in the morning on an empty stomach. I don't remember being in pain before I lost consciousness either so painless as far as I'm aware.

Just adding that it was actually an effort for the nurses to pull me out of this attempt, took 2 ambulances, 40 mins of chest compressions, intubation, coma, etc. I think this is a pretty reliable way to go. I was told by paramedics when I went back a month after for heart related issues (probably due to this attempt) that they all expected me to die & the first one to treat me cried when she saw me alive. If I am to CTB I'll use propranolol again.
Yes expect heart issues if you survive this attempt. I had them- faded back off in a few months. Some people get lucky and a smaller dose kills with little effort. Getting time away from others is necessary with this method because it can take up to 12 hours to die.
It's a hard fight to pull a patient back from this type of OD because of the long life of the med and the mechanism.
Hey thanks for your words.May I ask you how many tablets had you taken and what was the effect?Did you have seizures or anything like that?BTW do you think 8 hours of undiscovered time would be enough to cause death? I know these drugs act quick ie within 2-4 hours but I wanna make sure that I die within 10 hours so that I can't be saved.What are your thoughts about this?Thanks
Sorry for my late reply- I had to work, then find my little box with my exact stuff
I had been perscribed 20mg pills.... so as you can probably realize that was a lot to swallow.
So I have two attempts with propranolol. The first was best. I will just list what I did. I can tell you about a third propranolol suicide that was achieved. But obviously you will just have to take my word for it because the person is very dead and I wouldn't expose their name with out their permission. Sorry.
It's going to take me a few to write it up.
 
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I'm 5'5 and around 105lbs, 70x40mg pills was enough for me to flatline in December. I was unconscious by the time I was found seizing, cardiac arrest is what caused me to flatline. To save me I was put into a medically induced coma, my family were warned of brain damage and I was still expected to die until I woke up so I'd imagine brain damage is likely if you survive and I got pretty lucky. I didn't use antiemetics, mix them with any other drug or crush them, I just swallowed them all with a glass of water first thing in the morning on an empty stomach. I don't remember being in pain before I lost consciousness either so painless as far as I'm aware.

Just adding that it was actually an effort for the nurses to pull me out of this attempt, took 2 ambulances, 40 mins of chest compressions, intubation, coma, etc. I think this is a pretty reliable way to go. I was told by paramedics when I went back a month after for heart related issues (probably due to this attempt) that they all expected me to die & the first one to treat me cried when she saw me alive. If I am to CTB I'll use propranolol again.
Wow i feel confident now.Thanks buddy . Take Care and glad you didnt end up brain damaged .
 
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I would have never thought that Propranolol would have worked to CTB but it looks like it would be an effective method. Edit: I guess some people survive it.
 
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I would have never thought that Propranolol would have worked to CTB but it looks like it would be an effective method.
Yes it surely is.If you want case studies and death news , try googling "Propranolol Overdose Deaths"
 
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I was going to try this ever since I was prescribed, but it doesn't seem as reliable as some of the more popular OD methods. I saw something on people surviving overdoses of 10+ grams. Maybe they had a tolerance or something though, I'm not sure.
 
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Thinking to take 3g of Propranolol with 500mg of Diazepam. Can't seem to get hold of Digoxin and 10g of Morphine is bloody expensive (DDMP). Can anyone think of suitable substitutes for the Digoxin and Morphine? Mainly the Morphine, I think with a bit more digging I might be able to get ahold of the 25mg Digoxin needed.
 
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Thinking to take 3g of Propranolol with 500mg of Diazepam. Can't seem to get hold of Digoxin and 10g of Morphine is bloody expensive (DDMP). Can anyone think of suitable substitutes for the Digoxin and Morphine? Mainly the Morphine, I think with a bit more digging I might be able to get ahold of the 25mg Digoxin needed.
When I was unconscious from propranolol I was given Diazepam injections, I'm not sure why but mentioning in case it happens to be an antidote, I'm pretty sure I was given it to relax my muscles when I was seizing though
Wow i feel confident now.Thanks buddy . Take Care and glad you didnt end up brain damaged .
Good luck <3
 
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Do you guys know anyone who used this method and succeeded or someone who failed?
 
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Do you guys know anyone who used this method and succeeded or someone who failed?
Someone took it and kept the chat up to date, I don't remember her name exactly but it was something to do with a moth? The way she described it sounded really peaceful though. There was an attempt put up the other day but it went really wrong and it was because they didn't use antiemetics so the only thing it really showed was how important antiemetics are
 
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I have access to a range of medications. What would be a good combo? How much digoxin with propranolol? Any other good combos? Anything requiring a yellow rx is off the table tho. This will be my first time trying to ctb. I want it to be successful.
 
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chrijo

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For a life-threatening drop in blood pressure: Propranolol+Verapamil or maybe Viagra+Nitroglycerin.

There are many possible combinations.
 
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Ah lovely propranolol.... it's a good one. Be very careful to not get caught. The grams are good. Add opiates or something else to help depress breathing and blood pressure. Make very sure you don't leave the bottle or any evidence of what was used- or even better leave something like aspirin.
Despite my own failure I had a friend use this method very successfully. If you have access to fentanyl- especially the patches use that instead.
Forgot one thing- I made some changes to my plans, but ran out of access to propranolol before I could implement them. Taking the number of pills necessary seems to be a problem and caused the majority of the issues with this method. Grind them up, put the full amount into just a few capsules. You can get empty ones at health food stores. This allows greater surface area for faster absorption and an above lethal dose quickly.
I have 19.2g of Propranolol, 45mg of benzos and Metoclopramide as an anti-emetic. Is this enough to ctb?
Do I need more benzos or something else like Verapamil to potentiate the effects of the Propranolol?
 
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Very interesting, I have access to some Propranolol, but somehow it didn't cross my mind as a method till now. Years ago, I remember it was my first time taking it. I took 2 tablets one night to self-medicate my anxiety induced heart palpitation as it was preventing me from sleeping. In about 30 mins, I completely could not feel any sensation of my heartbeat at all. I felt so abnormal, uncomfortable and uneasy, I thought something was going to happen to my body. I'm planning to do some reading on the subject.
 
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Any overdose that is not barbiturates or strong opioids is much harder to pull off. This seems like it might have a real chance of working though, you should add antiemetics to this. Good luck.
Also, you will have a terrific death. Read the book "Final Exit". It explains a lot about overdose of different non prescription drugs
 
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Also, you will have a terrific death. Read the book "Final Exit". It explains a lot about overdose of different non prescription drugs
Possibly if taken alone but combined with a benzo it should be fairly peaceful.
 
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Possibly if taken alone but combined with a benzo it should be fairly peaceful.
Maybe yes, maybe no. Unfortunately I have no exact information about this drug, so I won't recommend it.
 
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I hope I will be able to get it.Waiting for it.Gathered 10gm propranolol and 150mg benzo and some anti~emetics
 
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Try using verapamil if you can't get digoxin. Where I live it's way easier to get. Not sure about where you live. Digoxin lowers the heart rate but so does verapamil. It's a calcium channel blocker. A calcium channel blocker and a beta blocker like Propranolol are a dangerous combination in lowering blood pressure quickly to a fatal level.

Here are another two sites on the verapamil Propranolol combo:


 
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