Venting Procrastination and losing hope in life

[OtterFromTheCosmos]

As I'm writing this, there is 2 hours untill I have to hand in my assignment for school
Recently I feel like I've started to procrastinate so much on all my school assignments that I'm just kinda losing hope in myself and my life
I mean, what's the point if my future is just gonna be painful, anyways?

I'm genuinely thinking of just handing in a suicide note since I'm not gonna be able to make an asisgnmetn nearly good enough in the 2 hours I have left
but I know deep down that that's stupid, cause there's no way I'm gonna have the courage to jump from the 5th floor from my school

Still, I just wish I could stop prcrastinating on all schoolwork, it's like a stupid plague that's slowly ruining everything I do from the inside
I just wish I could kill it


I hope noone else has the same problem as me

 

[ImSoOverIt]

Hey I know what I'm about to say might not be that helpful but are you somewhat close with the professor? Maybe you can try asking for some sort of extension and explain a little bit how you feel dont go into to much depth? I dont think handing in a suicide note will help, that will probably make it much worse for you (from personal experience I guess)

 

[OtterFromTheCosmos]

Hey I know what I'm about to say might not be that helpful but are you somewhat close with the professor? Maybe you can try asking for some sort of extension and explain a little bit how you feel dont go into to much depth? I dont think handing in a suicide note will help, that will probably make it much worse for you (from personal experience I guess)

I would say I am moderately close
However I don't think an extention would work (I'll just put it off again...) and he's not the type of teacher to just allow extensions all willy-nilly anyways so...