Nymph
he/him
- Jul 15, 2020
- 2,565
I have SN and my antiemetics are on the way, it's been taking quite long tho and even before I ordered the antiemetics I already had strong urges to ctb. The urges come and go but I know that there will be a time when they will not go away.. I've wanted to ctb multiple times already but I'm too dependent on my method and I can't bring myself to ctb until I have antiemetics. I convinced myself that SN alone is gonna be painful and other than that I don't even know what method I'd use cause I don't have much available besides full suspension which I don't want to do.