Method probably going to CTB this weekend with SN

[hello570]

my classes only started two weeks ago and I already feel way behind. I skipped today because I couldn't get out of bed and I've only made it a thousand times harder to go to class tomorrow. I can't motivate myself to get and keep a job. I have zero friends. This is the better way.I have 113g of SN. can't get any AE. I tried to get meto but my doctor was skeptical and I have horrible social anxiety and am a bad liar :( . Instead I will use diphenhydramine because it helped me when I had a bad reaction to an antipsychotic and was really nauseous (I know it is the wrong kind of anti-emetic but I will have to do). I will do it early in the morning when my mom is away for work. Also I think the sunlight will make it a more pleasant experience.
Method:
fast 24 hours in advance.
take 600mg acetaminophen and 25mg diphenhydramine 1 hour before
take two tums 30 minutes before
drink 20g of SN in 50ml water through straw (I will make a back up too in case I vomit)

please let me know your thoughts. I will also try to document my experience in a new thread if I do it so I don't feel lonely. I'm afraid my dog will cry for help so I will lock him out :(

 

[adios]

I'm so sorry you're feeling like this. I hope that the diphenhydramine works for you if you go through with it. I'm not an expert so I don't know how feasible that is.
All the best.

 

[BetterInthanOut]

It's a shame about the AE but people have managed to ctb without! I'm sorry that you've reached this decision but I hope that you go in peace, I'm not an expert so I don't want to comment on your method. Good luck with everything

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I wish you the best & hope you find peace if you decide to go though with it. I don't know about the method other than Stan's guide which I would have to re-read. I have read it but not lately.

 

[Ghost2211]

I'm sorry to hear life is so heavy right now. I hope you find peace and relief.

If I didn't have AE I would drink SN then chill in a partial hanging noose. Even if you vomit to the point you don't die you'll still pass out from the SN and hang... That's my back up at least.

 

[blackcatnash]

Wish you can get the peace you are looking for. Good luck and good journey!

 

[hello570]

Thank you everyone. I will try to night. I will make a goodbye thread at 9 or 10 maybe but pls don't ban me yet.

 

[asani]

Thank you everyone. I will try to night. I will make a goodbye thread at 9 or 10 maybe but pls don't ban me yet.

I wish you the best of luck! May your travel be safe, my friend. If not you can just come back and we won't judge you. Again, good luck.

 

[Kruger]

my classes only started two weeks ago and I already feel way behind. I skipped today because I couldn't get out of bed and I've only made it a thousand times harder to go to class tomorrow. I can't motivate myself to get and keep a job. I have zero friends. This is the better way.I have 113g of SN. can't get any AE. I tried to get meto but my doctor was skeptical and I have horrible social anxiety and am a bad liar :( . Instead I will use diphenhydramine because it helped me when I had a bad reaction to an antipsychotic and was really nauseous (I know it is the wrong kind of anti-emetic but I will have to do). I will do it early in the morning when my mom is away for work. Also I think the sunlight will make it a more pleasant experience.
Method:
fast 24 hours in advance.
take 600mg acetaminophen and 25mg diphenhydramine 1 hour before
take two tums 30 minutes before
drink 20g of SN in 50ml water through straw (I will make a back up too in case I vomit)

please let me know your thoughts. I will also try to document my experience in a new thread if I do it so I don't feel lonely. I'm afraid my dog will cry for help so I will lock him out :(

If you vomit, it won't work - and since it looks like you are not taking an anti-emetic, there is a high risk this will fail imo