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Ta555
Enlightened
- Aug 31, 2021
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Just received a DM from a new user here saying: "It's pretty clear from your posts that you don't actually plan on killing yourself. You probably shouldn't spend so much time on this site."
This was not their first message. First they contacted me hounding me about taking my comments about N down and when I asked for links to which comments they didn't provide links. Then said I should get off this site.
How fucking rude and horrible is that? You're not in my fucking head. Yeah. I'm still here after almost a year. That doesn't mean I will never CTB. Just because I'm still hanging on doesn't mean I am not suffering and thinking about it every day. Coming to this site helps calm me down and actually makes me keep going for at least another day.
It's so creepy, they're trawling through my past comments and hassling me about it. If you're reading this, and I'm sure you are, kindly fuck off. It is none of your business why I am on this site. You know nothing about me or my situation so you can just take everything you said and shove it.
This was not their first message. First they contacted me hounding me about taking my comments about N down and when I asked for links to which comments they didn't provide links. Then said I should get off this site.
How fucking rude and horrible is that? You're not in my fucking head. Yeah. I'm still here after almost a year. That doesn't mean I will never CTB. Just because I'm still hanging on doesn't mean I am not suffering and thinking about it every day. Coming to this site helps calm me down and actually makes me keep going for at least another day.
It's so creepy, they're trawling through my past comments and hassling me about it. If you're reading this, and I'm sure you are, kindly fuck off. It is none of your business why I am on this site. You know nothing about me or my situation so you can just take everything you said and shove it.