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How did I get here?
- Dec 20, 2024
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For my method, I've opted for drowning as it's accessible to me and I won't be found for a while afterwards.
It's definitely on the more difficult side though, especially when it comes to SI. My SI is absolutely vicious and I know won't let me just simply drown myself without pulling me back.
That's why I want to learn what it feels like to suffocate before I commit, someone on discord suggested burying my face into my pillow such that I can't breathe. I like the sound of it, but I also want other ideas.
If anyone has any suggestions I'd be happy to hear them!
It's definitely on the more difficult side though, especially when it comes to SI. My SI is absolutely vicious and I know won't let me just simply drown myself without pulling me back.
That's why I want to learn what it feels like to suffocate before I commit, someone on discord suggested burying my face into my pillow such that I can't breathe. I like the sound of it, but I also want other ideas.
If anyone has any suggestions I'd be happy to hear them!
