Preferred suicide time?

[Passerby]

I'm interested, with members who have suicidal thoughts or a plan to ctb,

Day time or night time,

Please vote in the poll.

I would vote night, because that is when i am at my lowest due to loneliness.

 

[rt1989526]

It's about not being found too soon, so night time works for more people.

I personally love night time more as sleeping is the only thing I enjoy these days.

 

[Deleted member 18655]

I haven't got that far in the Plan yet. I live alone and, unless I send emails to a select few, it would be weeks before I was found. I could see the stillness of the middle of the night being nice though.

 

[BPD Barbie]

It's about not being found too soon, so night time works for more people.

I personally love night time more as sleeping is the only thing I enjoy these days.

Basically this. I wanna make sure nobody finds me in time and night time gives me the most comfort.

 

[Lady black]

At night, i love the night

 

[falloutcarter13]

I'd like to do it right after I wake up, it seems to be the time when I'm most at peace with it. But yeah, nighttime is my only opportunity to not be found, so nighttime it is *sigh*

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

i always feel better at night/in the dark, as emo as that sounds, and i want my last moments to be peaceful and blissful, so it's a no-brainer for me.

 

[Rue89]

I'm going to try for early morning sometime 4:00-4:30am. I'll be doing it outside and nobody should be out at that time. I'll also be able to sleep through my fast.

 

[wastedyears]

I just want to die.

 

[GoneByTomorrow]

Nighttime for me. During the day I have this pathetic hope that something could happen anytime and chance my life.

 

[ladolcemorte]

Night. I am jumping off a bridge and the view is best at night. Also, fewer people around means a smaller chance of being interrupted by a good samaritan like last time.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Sunset would be nice. Watch the sun go down one last time and go out with it.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Night is more quiet. I love night. It would be perfect to ctb in the night.

 

[Joey]

Night time is definitely the best since heading into unconsciousness is dark anyway, it makes the whole transition easier and it feels like your becoming one with everything.

 

[iDieUDie80]

My plan is to do it in the middle of the night.

 

[vacant_n]

I guess my ideal scenario is blowing money on a fancy hotel room, treating myself to a nice dinner, and then going out right around dusk. Just the thought of it puts me at ease.

 

[Nemy]

Night preferably when everyone is asleep so I have less chances of being saved.

 

[Jblack]

I am aboard with the majority, night time. I feel that my life would be passing away with the day.

 

[Incorrigible77777]

I could imagine. At 7 PM of some evening, I'm enjoying the last moments of my life with a glass of dissolved N from C and a glass of orange juice or coke. I drink the N and juice one by one with smile on my face and feels as if I were a drunk guy. The more I drink, the dizzier I feel, till I unconsciously reach the terminal of my life. As my motto goes, in the very end of my life, I'll just try to enjoy the time and be indulged in happiness....

However, the precondition is that I'm able to get the N from C. As it doesn't ship to my country direcly, I have to seek for forwarder services who could uptake it.... The worst case scenario I'm coming up with is travelling to another country (e.g. another East Asian country) and order my N there, or even CTB together with another local SS User there.

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

I've always been a night owl. I'd do it in the middle of night (around 1:00 or 2:00 am) when most people are sleeping. I'll fall asleep too... just permanently.

 

[ZardozOmega]

Night, just before going to bed. My mom will assume I'm sleeping, so there will be a lot of time for me to die

 

[CarbonMonoxide]

Sunset would be nice. Watch the sun go down one last time and go out with it.

Sunset it is for me as well. It would be a beautiful thing to die with the day.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Sunset it is for me as well. It would be a beautiful thing to die with the day.

It would be beautiful. If it were sunset and my final word/s were something profound, philosophical, or romantic. But I'll probably die in the dark somewhere saying "fuck" as my last word

 

[Deleted member 17331]

I would like to die at dawn. The birds singing, the animals coming out of their dens and the city starting to make noise. As if everything was being born, and i was just dying.

 

[Ghost2211]

Night, so people will be asleep. Also, I'm sadder at night, so less chance of backing out.

 

[RedDEE]

When I wake up in the morning, I tell myself I'll kill myself that night. When night-time comes, I get afraid, and then I tell myself I'll kill myself in the morning. When I wake up i the morning, I'm too afraid to kill myself, so I tell myself I'll do it that night.

And thus it repeats.

 

[Adamsnolife]

To me ctb is the main objective of my life and in my opinion getting it done is better whatever time I would do it.

 

[death137]

Night especially after midnight.

 

[inactive]

4am is my favourite time of day by far. It's tranquil and still. I'd like to die around that time.

 

[Xiaomi]

Most of you prefer nighttime but for me, jumping off the 9th floor while the sun is coming up at 6 am would be breathtaking. You'd get one last glimpse of the dawn.