Pre CTB

[MapleSyrupVein]

hi board! i brought the stuff to CTB and i'm expecting it within the next few days, ill be taking SN and i'll try my best to update on how it goes! i'll be taking a walk to a park and taking it there and after a few minutes ill call the ambulance so they can collect my body.

i haven't posted in a bit but! i lost him and he's blocked me so. what do you do when no one understands you? when nothing will replace him? you don't!

my only happiness is my friend and i'm glad i have him so im not lonely before i go, ill try lie to him that im okay and talk to him and update on here when my time comes up, i dont really know if i should make a note or not but i think i will and then update on that post about his SN goes if anyone's interested ^^

my friend took SN his live tweets said it tastes horrible and salty and he felt he brought the wrong stuff but i think he only had the SN without any pills so it would've been way worse.

if anyone minds answering tho; should i stop talking my antidepressants before i CTB? i was thinking of stopping the day before so nothing stops it? but please let me know if you know !

i'm very excited to update you all so i can hopefully make my life a bit useful and make SN less scary for someone!

i will be holding a teddy i'll name it after the guy i lost so its like he's there right lol

 

[sinclairpeace]

Any chance the source was in the USA ?

 

[MapleSyrupVein]

Any chance the source was in the USA ?

sadly no i'm in europe ^^

 

[sinclairpeace]

sadly no i'm in europe ^^

Thanks, I figured since most I've seen have been sources outside of the USA but hope everything goes as planned !