hfdepression30
Experienced
- Mar 30, 2021
- 236
For the past few hours I've been 'practicing' hanging and I feel like I just do everything wrong. As per the suicide wiki, there's tips that make it easier and it also recommends practicing tightening a ligature around your neck to 'learn to enjoy the high', I guess they're talking about the same high some people do for the auto-erotic whatever play, but I don't know if I'm built different or anatomically challenged (I'm 6ft and around 76kg/168lbs) because I don't feel any 'high'. I'm just giving myself a headache. Urgh.. I know it would be easier to just stand on something and step off fully suspended so I can't go back but all the anchor points I have make partial easier and more accessible.