Post-axphyxia convulsions?

[thecolourgold]

hmm… has anyone else experienced this? If you haven't seen my posts, I've been attempting daily for over a month. I've attempted lots of methods but mainly night-night and partial suspension.

About 2 weeks ago when I would first take off the ligature I would shake, like muscle spasms or convulsions. I thought it was a good sign that things were working. Since then, I also started having hallucinations when I first put my ligature on, which is pretty fun honestly. I also experience the euphoric effects.

However, the shaking/convulsions are getting worse. By that I mean, from my impression of the situation, I'm getting no (maybe tiny bits, but not a noticeable amount) closer to success. Today, I started convulsing just lying in bed. I'll also have times of day where my heart rate picks up and I feel like I have to attempt- that can probably be explained by addiction or anxiety. It isn't brought on by anything and I'm usually in a peaceful or even happy state when it happens.

Is this a sign that things are working? Maybe I'm not keeping the ligature tight long enough? Or is this a sign that it's not working? What is my best option here?

 

[inmyhead]

I'm curious to know how you have been attempting daily and failed each time, have these been trial runs or serious attempts? Is your neck not killing you if you've been attempting partial?

What is your set up like?

Tbh it does sound a bit like you've become addicted to attempting, and the convulsions could be psychosomatic. Or you could have caused brain damage from your many attempts. It's difficult to answer this without knowing the details of your attempts, if you've blacked out, or deprived your brain of oxygen. Sounds like a question for a doctor

 

[thecolourgold]

I'm curious to know how you have been attempting daily and failed each time, have these been trial runs or serious attempts? Is your neck not killing you if you've been attempting partial?

What is your set up like?

I'm my heart, I've believed that they are serious attempts, not trials. I could not accomplish full suspension bc of SI.

My neck is killing me.

I've tried over the door, on the knob, in the frame, on a hook that is nailed in the door, on my staircase, on my couch, in my bed, I've tried standing, squatting, kneeling, crouching, lying down, I've tried neck ties, cables, rope, scarves, robe belts, ratchet straps, shoelaces everything. Ive tried the top of my neck above the adams apple, I've tried the very bottom of my neck by pulling up the skin, I've tried right across my adams apple. I've even tried a bag over my head with a hat on top of that.

Each time, I hang anywhere from 1 minute to about 10 minutes. If the ligature is tight on my neck I've tried taking it off the suspension place and laying down to sleep, so I have had it tight around my neck for up to 2 1/2 hours total. My neck hurts every day and I have marks all over it.

Other than trying to crush missing carotids, I've been trying poisoning with no luck. That just feels like a dream at this point, the right mix of poisons or toxic plants killing me because all that's happened is days of stomach pain.

 

[Worndown]

You should try full. You will not shake afterwards.

 

[thecolourgold]

You should try full. You will not shake afterwards.

With full in my experience SI has kicked in. Maybe I should keep trying until it stops kicking in? Any advice?

 

[inmyhead]

With full in my experience SI has kicked in. Maybe I should keep trying until it stops kicking in? Any advice?

Can you take anything that will counteract the SI? I plan on taking some benzos and seroquel/quetiapine to sedate me beforehand

 

[Worndown]

With full, SI has no way to stop you. You just hang there.for the seconds it takes to.pass out.

 

[thecolourgold]

With full, SI has no way to stop you. You just hang there.for the seconds it takes to.pass out.

Yes. SI is stopping me from "taking the plunge" if you will.

 

[Worndown]

That is a common problem with all methods.

 

[absolomonisgone]

hmm… has anyone else experienced this? If you haven't seen my posts, I've been attempting daily for over a month. I've attempted lots of methods but mainly night-night and partial suspension.

About 2 weeks ago when I would first take off the ligature I would shake, like muscle spasms or convulsions. I thought it was a good sign that things were working. Since then, I also started having hallucinations when I first put my ligature on, which is pretty fun honestly. I also experience the euphoric effects.

However, the shaking/convulsions are getting worse. By that I mean, from my impression of the situation, I'm getting no (maybe tiny bits, but not a noticeable amount) closer to success. Today, I started convulsing just lying in bed. I'll also have times of day where my heart rate picks up and I feel like I have to attempt- that can probably be explained by addiction or anxiety. It isn't brought on by anything and I'm usually in a peaceful or even happy state when it happens.

Is this a sign that things are working? Maybe I'm not keeping the ligature tight long enough? Or is this a sign that it's not working? What is my best option here?

you describe a phenomenon which is fairly common even to people who believe in anything..., like listening to binaural beats..., exorcism, etc. .., what you are going through is simply the call of death. ......, ALL I SEE IS RED. YOU HAVEN'T SEEN IT..., ALL YOU CAN SEE IS DREAM IT. SO I DREAM THE IMPOSSIBLE...., google "all I see is red. blood red. you never seen it"
Man, this is it
This is what they've been waiting for baby
This is what they've been waiting for
They've been waiting for the dog to scratch
They've been waiting for the dog to scratch
Already got Grand Champ status
Tell me how they feel about this?