Possible to Buy Your Own Methylene Blue for SN so no hospitalization?

[job1315]

Stupid stupid question:

Could we carry our own methylene blue in case Of having second thoughts about using SN?

Thanks and please go easy on me we're all hurting

 

[ecmnesia]

i tried to, but couldn't find it. plus you need to know how to do an IV line, which is a little bit complicated if you lack proper knowledge (i suck at it, even tho I had proper training, so that's it)

 

[MiseryLovesMyCompany]

Just don't do it if you have second thoughts. It is that simple. You can always call an ambulance, but there's a chance it won't arrive in time.

 

[Lilacmoon]

If you're worried about having your own methylene blue, you may not be ready to go just yet.
think carefully about what you want to do before doing anything permanent.

 

[Ghost2211]

No, that needs to be given by IV at a hospital, and wouldn't be accessible to the general public. If you're not sure then ctb isn't the right option at the current time.

 

[sadworld]

Second thoughts = Don't do it or call for an ambulance if it's too late. You can't do it on your own

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

Stupid stupid question:

Could we carry our own methylene blue in case Of having second thoughts about using SN?

Thanks and please go easy on me we're all hurting

If you think you'll have second thoughts, you are not ready.

 

[ecmnesia]

If you're worried about having your own methylene blue, you may not be ready to go just yet.
think carefully about what you want to do before doing anything permanent.

completely agree.

 

[Konjac]

Even if you had all the supplies, it's likely you'd fall unconscious before you could even administer it. If you have second thoughts, your best bet is to call an ambulance. When it comes to SN, if you want any chance at survival you've gotta go to hospital.

 

[LastFlowers]

Just don't do it if you have second thoughts. It is that simple. You can always call an ambulance, but there's a chance it won't arrive in time.

What if you don't have second thoughts but for some reason your body refuses to die and you're left in some half dead state, or wake up days later to the torture of still being here? ( I don't think I will be found for quite some time.)
That's what I am afraid of, I can't end up in the hospital if I fail. It just cannot happen.

 

[sadworld]

What if you don't have second thoughts but for some reason your body refuses to die and you're left in some half dead state, or wake up days later to the torture of still being here? ( I don't think I will be found for quite some time.)
That's what I am afraid of, I can't end up in the hospital if I fail. It just cannot happen.

If you follow the regime and know what to do you will die. Your body can't just refuse to die.

 

[Meditation guide]

What if you don't have second thoughts but for some reason your body refuses to die and you're left in some half dead state

If you are in that kind of state no way will you be able to administer anything in an IV line to yourself. Also it has to be put in slowly in a controlled way.
You would be lucky to make a phone call and get yourself to the door to let in the ambulance workers.

 

[job1315]

So it looks like you can actually get some of it online. My question is is it potent enough. Online seems to suggest a little methylene blue goes a long way in nitrite poisoning, but haven't done the calculations yet. Also need to investigate purity

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[Ghost2211]

So it looks like you can actually get some of it online. My question is is it potent enough. Online seems to suggest a little methylene blue goes a long way in nitrite poisoning, but haven't done the calculations yet. Also need to investigate purity

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Interesting. Would ingesting it do anything though? I know I can't run an IV. I don't think anyone should drink SN if there is any chance you'd want to stop the process. Suicide is serious, and shouldn't be entered into lightly.

 

[job1315]

Interesting. Would ingesting it do anything though? I know I can't run an IV. I don't think anyone should drink SN if there is any chance you'd want to stop the process. Suicide is serious, and shouldn't be entered into lightly.

I don't have a choice about "being ready" as I have chronic worsening illness. My only fear is SI trying to somehow buy me a few more days and ruining me

 

[Symbiote]

To administer Meth Blue, you'll need to do an IV line with a saline bag, then you have to inject it slowly over a course of 10 minutes. Too fast and you end up coding.

 

[Nymph]

If you're that worried that you would need it then it means that you're definitely not ready. Trust me, you'll know when it's time

 

[job1315]

To administer Meth Blue, you'll need to do an IV line with a saline bag, then you have to inject it slowly over a course of 10 minutes. Too fast and you end up coding.

How do we know you have to IV it. Also, does this mean methylene could be a way to CTB?

 

[Ghost2211]

I don't have a choice about "being ready" as I have chronic worsening illness. My only fear is SI trying to somehow buy me a few more days and ruining me

If rapidly deteriorating health is what's making you ctb and you feel you are determined why would you want to give SI a tool to prevent you? I'm trying to understand since you're saying Life has backed into a corner that has made ctb required, but you also want to give yourself a way to prevent yourself from dying from it?

 

[Nymph]

How do we know you have to IV it. Also, does this mean methylene could be a way to CTB?

I'm guessing it's the fastest way for the body to get it-by IV

 

[Ghost2211]

I'm guessing it's the fastest way for the body to get it is by IV

That is correct. It needs to go into the bloodstream, and not travel through digestion since it wouldn't work properly.

 

[Aap]

No, you can't methylene Blue at home. Why would you want to? The idea of I'm going to take a poison and then the antidote is lunacy.

 

[job1315]

I'm guessing it's the fastest way for the body to get it-by IV

I'm saying is there a source showing the methylene blue doesn't work as required if you eat it.

For example, benzos work whether you inject them or swallow them, they still work fairly fast if you swallow them in studies

 

[muffin222]

I am concerned for you. Is there a reason that you want to give yourself an out even though you intend to take SN?
There's only a short window of time between ingesting the SN and dying if you follow the regimen properly. The odds that you'll be coherent enough to administer an IV line whilst dying from SN are slim to none.

If you're not certain, please take more time to reconsider your options. You CAN call an ambulance after ingesting the SN if you change your mind, but the chance still exists that you could die before emergency services arrive. Some people can and do live decent lives with chronic illnesses. Suicide isn't the only solution if you're unsure.

 

[Aap]

I'm just saying it is a stupid idea. Why would you take SN and then "the antidote." You aren't going to find a "source" because the entirety of methylene blue usefulness in a medical setting is to administer it IV to reverse met-hgb. Your logic escapes me rambling on about worrying SI will kick in and simultaneously wanting to buy methylene blue.

here is the absolute best (factual) answer you will get on the subject: Don't take SN unless you want to CTB. In an acute care setting, prompt administration of MB can reverse the met-hgb in the best case scenario when administered promptly. The chances of oral methylene blue break down to extremely likely it will do nothing, very remotely it will prolong the dying process, and almost absolutely won't stop the process.

if you want it, buy it

 

[Nymph]

I'm saying is there a source showing the methylene blue doesn't work as required if you eat it.

For example, benzos work whether you inject them or swallow them, they still work fairly fast if you swallow them in studies

I don't have a source lol but if you eat it it won't get into your system quickly enough and you'll probably die because of Sn

 

[job1315]

I don't have a source lol but if you eat it it won't get into your system quickly enough and you'll probably die because of Sn

I feel Ike plenty of drugs work fairly quickly if ingested. Whether methylene blue does no one has said, but the studies say very little methylene blue will reverse methemaglobanemia (sp) or whatever SN causes

I'm just saying it is a stupid idea. Why would you take SN and then "the antidote." You aren't going to find a "source" because the entirety of methylene blue usefulness in a medical setting is to administer it IV to reverse met-hgb. Your logic escapes me rambling on about worrying SI will kick in and simultaneously wanting to buy methylene blue.

here is the absolute best (factual) answer you will get on the subject: Don't take SN unless you want to CTB. In an acute care setting, prompt administration of MB can reverse the met-hgb in the best case scenario when administered promptly. The chances of oral methylene blue break down to extremely likely it will do nothing, very remotely it will prolong the dying process, and almost absolutely won't stop the process.

if you want it, buy it

I'm sorry I sound irrational.

But as an anxiety sufferer, I'm used to my anxiety kicking in and causing irrational behavior, like calling for help when I believe there's no help and doctors have only made my condition worse.

 

[Aap]

Methylene blue, taken by mouth, will not change the outcome of ingesting SN.