thought a whooooole bunch about this. i'm thinking i may have to ctb here in the next few days. i've grown too tired of this world and my thoughts. i am an absolute mess and i contribute nothing to this planet. i'm going to miss my friends, family, and my gal very, very much. this wasn't an easy decision at all. i'm hoping i change my mind or things improve. if not, i appreciate the help this site gave me. may you all find peace
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Stillnotsure
Experienced
- Dec 18, 2018
- 244
Peace to you brother ganpres37
Maybe you can watch your favorite movie tonight. Maybe take a walk. You don't have to ctb. It's hard to do. Go out to eat with your friends if you can afford it.
TAW122
Emissary of the right to die.
- Aug 30, 2018
- 6,652
I don't know your situation, but if you are going to ctb, make sure you know that you are really going to go through because sometimes backing out or half-heartedly attempting will lead to failure, thus ending up in a worse situation than before. Like others have said, you might think it through and during the interim, maybe try to enjoy a few more things and if you change your mind, then you could stay a bit longer, but if you decide that you are certain, then I hope you find peace.
thank you. i'm aware of the risks of failure.
therhydler
Enlightened
- Dec 7, 2018
- 1,196
I hope things do get better, but if not, that you have a peaceful end. Feel free to PM me if you want to talk
Failure is worse than you can imagine.
