
Rounded Agony
Hard to live, hard to die
- Aug 8, 2022
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In no particular order, except maybe the first one. I referenced a few different sources of at least moderate repute, combining the ones that were obviously the same but labelled differently, as well as merging factors I felt were of very similar nature, such as the first one. Though each level of relationship serves quite a different function in life, now that I think about it...whatever, I ain't changing it now. Obviously not a high science endeavour! Leave a comment to explain if necessary, as I will have to:
I feel I lack all five to some extent. I have some friends, a few "close" who I rarely/almost never see due to distance, but there is no network or support. Zero sense of meaning in life; live in a comparatively-not-horrible part of the world but it's isolating af and my flatmate situation often leaves me feeling more empty than living alone; I have some savings but little/no income so I worry about depletion, and seems every time I try to make a non-monetary change it either fails or works for a bit before getting derailed. Health is, at least compared to my former self, shit but could (and likely will) be worse.
Edit: forgot the sixth one which came up in a couple of the lists. Seemed like it could kinda just go with some of the others but also different enough it maybe warrants its own option.
I feel I lack all five to some extent. I have some friends, a few "close" who I rarely/almost never see due to distance, but there is no network or support. Zero sense of meaning in life; live in a comparatively-not-horrible part of the world but it's isolating af and my flatmate situation often leaves me feeling more empty than living alone; I have some savings but little/no income so I worry about depletion, and seems every time I try to make a non-monetary change it either fails or works for a bit before getting derailed. Health is, at least compared to my former self, shit but could (and likely will) be worse.
Edit: forgot the sixth one which came up in a couple of the lists. Seemed like it could kinda just go with some of the others but also different enough it maybe warrants its own option.
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