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itsallogrenow

itsallogrenow

Fck the Government, Fck the Police!
Jun 13, 2024
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You're all probably sick of my posts now but I feel like I want to keep people updated.

Police have come again saying that I've ordered another set of SN after the one i ordered on the 1st April, which I haven't. It's only the two I've done so far.

This second notfication apparently came from Royal Mail this time so they are involved too. They have the tracking number for the parcel and they know its currently still in Ukraine.

Fucking bullshit.
 
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bipp

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Mar 29, 2026
7
im really sorry about that man I hope all goes well for you, wishing you a safe journey if you ever do end up getting the SN
 
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mark_b

Member
Dec 18, 2024
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Sorry you have to go through all of this mate. It's bad enough having to order something like SN and then you get a visit from police... I wonder if police has nothing better to do. From the outside it looks like your country has more serious problems than a bunch of people purchasing a substance with which they won't harm someone else.
 
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thelostautistic

Specialist
Jul 31, 2025
353
Omg when are you gonna get a break🥴
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
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That is SUCH bullshit. I'm really sorry you are going through this.
 
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Dawns

Student
Apr 5, 2023
148
What did they say when they arrived? sounds like such a hassle i'm so sorry ❤️‍🩹
 
itsallogrenow

itsallogrenow

Fck the Government, Fck the Police!
Jun 13, 2024
140
What did they say when they arrived? sounds like such a hassle i'm so sorry ❤️‍🩹

They said that they had another notification that I'd ordered SN again.

Explained that the police already came again for this and they were already aware. That i hadnt ordered SN since then so i was confused. They were apparently going to get in touch with mental health services last week but ofc they didn't do that...

Thats when they spoke to each other and mentioned the notification had come from Royal Mail.

Gave the whole spiel a out wanting to help and I told them I'm tired of hearing that from people 😡

They tried to ask me questions but I refused to answer. They wanted to know where I'm ordering it from.

Then when they weren't getting anywhere with me, they spoke to my mum (I went upstairs) and they left.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,870
That is just so terrible, it truly is the most horrific world where those people want to do all they can to force others to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence, anti-suicide is just terrible extreme cruelty, there's so much cruelty in how humans have made it a crime to die peacefully with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what.
 
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thelostautistic

Specialist
Jul 31, 2025
353
I don't understand why they are asking where we order from. They obviously know that already or they wouldn't be at our doors🤦‍♀️
 
itsallogrenow

itsallogrenow

Fck the Government, Fck the Police!
Jun 13, 2024
140
I don't understand why they are asking where we order from. They obviously know that already or they wouldn't be at our doors🤦‍♀️

Yeah it's ridiculous.

One of the police officers asked me if to show him the order stuff on my.phone. Like fuck off, you've got the information already, what more do you want? 🤣
 
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Fresh Soju

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Oct 11, 2020
443
Gave the whole spiel a out wanting to help and I told them I'm tired of hearing that from people 😡
The "help" is always so lackluster. even more so when you have complex issues which will take a lot of time and money to fix, or are just totally out of reach no matter what.

Maybe they'd have a point about helping if anyone caught buying SN to end themselves got like $1M worth of help a year, but all you get is starved mental or physical healthcare systems trying to slap a bandaid on whatever you're going through so you can bleed out slower.
 

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