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Can someone who has ordered N tell me how big a package of two bottles is? I need to get a PO box.
Is 300 mm x 140 mm x 350 mm enough?
 
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Maria M

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I'm getting a PO Box too--I can't receive the N at my house. When packages are too large for the box, a note will be placed in your box stating that you have a package to pick up from the counter. I will pay for the smallest box. One concern is does it look suspicious to have a package arrive from Mexico as my first piece of mail? It's a very small post office in a small town. I paid online for a box in the town next to me, but I don't know if it will be approved tomorrow because I'm in a different town. Some towns charge less than others for boxes.
 
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I am not sure whether or not it would be suspicious - they might not care? I honestly do not know.

Maybe order something before the N? Just some random inconspicuous item?

Anyone have any comment on this? I am worried about the same thing but I don't have the small post office/small town issue.
 
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I'm so worried about this not getting deliver :( I'm too much of a coward to jump ... I have no other option
 
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I'm getting a PO Box too--I can't receive the N at my house. When packages are too large for the box, a note will be placed in your box stating that you have a package to pick up from the counter. I will pay for the smallest box. One concern is does it look suspicious to have a package arrive from Mexico as my first piece of mail? It's a very small post office in a small town. I paid online for a box in the town next to me, but I don't know if it will be approved tomorrow because I'm in a different town. Some towns charge less than others for boxes.

I don't know if this will help but maybe order some things through Amazon. I sometimes order CD's from outside the U.S. (I have been doing this for years).
It may attract less attention when the N comes. Maybe even something in a bigger package that won't fit into the PO Box to test it.
I don't know how long you have until the N arrives, packages outside the U.S. obviously take longer.
Even if you order something domestically before the N arrives at least it won't be the first package.
I should note that I did not use a P.O. box and mine had to be signed for. Most likely because it was from Mexico. I have ordered CD's from the UK, Germany and even Australia. None of those needed to be signed for.
I'm assuming you live in the U.S. ? It might be different elsewhere.
Also if you are in the U.S. and haven't ordered yet. I don't know what a Trump border shutdown (If it happens) might have on anything coming from Mexico.
I don't want to worry anyone with this … it probably won't happen anyway. I probably shouldn't have mentioned it but I thought it was something to consider.

Best of luck to you. :halo:
I am not sure whether or not it would be suspicious - they might not care? I honestly do not know.

Maybe order something before the N? Just some random inconspicuous item?

Anyone have any comment on this? I am worried about the same thing but I don't have the small post office/small town issue.

I second the idea of ordering something else before the N comes. (I didn't read your post first)
 
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I'm so worried about this not getting deliver :( I'm too much of a coward to jump ... I have no other option

Me too. We have to try though. If I don't get the N, I might try go to Mexico for it. My second favorite way to CTB is to use an exit bag with nitrogen, but I"m not feeling well enough to make that method happen by myself. I'm having brutal neurological problems plus cognitive impairment from the Ativan. I wish assisted suicide was legal everywhere. We should have the right to choose a way out with minimal suffering regardless of our condition.
I don't know if this will help but maybe order some things through Amazon. I sometimes order CD's from outside the U.S. (I have been doing this for years).
It may attract less attention when the N comes. Maybe even something in a bigger package that won't fit into the PO Box to test it.
I don't know how long you have until the N arrives, packages outside the U.S. obviously take longer.
Even if you order something domestically before the N arrives at least it won't be the first package.
I should note that I did not use a P.O. box and mine had to be signed for. Most likely because it was from Mexico. I have ordered CD's from the UK, Germany and even Australia. None of those needed to be signed for.
I'm assuming you live in the U.S. ? It might be different elsewhere.
Also if you are in the U.S. and haven't ordered yet. I don't know what a Trump border shutdown (If it happens) might have on anything coming from Mexico.
I don't want to worry anyone with this … it probably won't happen anyway. I probably shouldn't have mentioned it but I thought it was something to consider.

Best of luck to you. :halo:


I second the idea of ordering something else before the N comes. (I didn't read your post first)
Thanks. Did you have the N delivered to a US address with the private courier option? I read other peoples's posts that indicated they didn't have to sign for the N in the US. I could receive the N at my home as long as a signature is required. I simply can't have my mom getting the package--she knows I've been calling other countries to try to get prescriptions.
 
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Me too. We have to try though. If I don't get the N, I might try go to Mexico for it. My second favorite way to CTB is to use an exit bag with nitrogen, but I"m not feeling well enough to make that method happen by myself. I'm having brutal neurological problems plus cognitive impairment from the Ativan. I wish assisted suicide was legal everywhere. We should have the right to choose a way out with minimal suffering regardless of our condition.

Thanks. Did you have the N delivered to a US address with the private courier option? I read other peoples's posts that indicated they didn't have to sign for the N in the US. I could receive the N at my home as long as a signature is required. I simply can't have my mom getting the package--she knows I've been calling other countries to try to get prescriptions.

I ordered mine about a year ago. (I don't know why I'm still here … too scared I guess) :aw:
When I ordered he was still shipping through the U.S. Postal Service … I think there was also a quicker option but I don't think it was private courier.
I'm not sure how the private courier works as in if only you can sign for the package. Maybe someone else who has done it that way can answer your question.
Again maybe try ordering other items from overseas before attempting ordering N. Maybe she won't be as suspicious if you were to order CD's from a 3rd party seller through Amazon or even Ebay.
I'm guessing you are from the U.S. ? If not if someone on here has ordered from the country you are in might be able to help better.
There is a N Megathread that may have some more help as well. I haven't seen it recently but I haven't looked either.
Hope this has helped a little. :)
I wanted to add … I think the other option when I ordered was Fed Ex but I'm not 100% positive anymore.
 
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I ordered mine about a year ago. (I don't know why I'm still here … too scared I guess) :aw:
When I ordered he was still shipping through the U.S. Postal Service … I think there was also a quicker option but I don't think it was private courier.
I'm not sure how the private courier works as in if only you can sign for the package. Maybe someone else who has done it that way can answer your question.
Again maybe try ordering other items from overseas before attempting ordering N. Maybe she won't be as suspicious if you were to order CD's from a 3rd party seller through Amazon or even Ebay.
I'm guessing you are from the U.S. ? If not if someone on here has ordered from the country you are in might be able to help better.
There is a N Megathread that may have some more help as well. I haven't seen it recently but I haven't looked either.
Hope this has helped a little. :)
I wanted to add … I think the other option when I ordered was Fed Ex but I'm not 100% positive anymore.

I fucking know that feeling. I have my N since July and I'm also still here. High five

Regarding the topic: that po-box is big enough for your package. The customs didn't even look at the package in my case, when I looked at the tracking number I realized they sent it to my local delivery station like 5 minutes after they received the package for inspection. Not sure how though your customs are but considering most people here get their package, I wouldn't worry too much.
 
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Jan 5, 2019
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I fucking know that feeling. I have my N since July and I'm also still here. High five

Regarding the topic: that po-box is big enough for your package. The customs didn't even look at the package in my case, when I looked at the tracking number I realized they sent it to my local delivery station like 5 minutes after they received the package for inspection. Not sure how though your customs are but considering most people here get their package, I wouldn't worry too much.
Agreed. I think the possibility of Nembutal being seized is grossly exaggerated unless dealing with countries where PN is public enemy no. 1 (eg: Australia, New Zealand etc)
 
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I fucking know that feeling. I have my N since July and I'm also still here. High five

Regarding the topic: that po-box is big enough for your package. The customs didn't even look at the package in my case, when I looked at the tracking number I realized they sent it to my local delivery station like 5 minutes after they received the package for inspection. Not sure how though your customs are but considering most people here get their package, I wouldn't worry too much.

Would you consider reselling it to me?
 
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Would you consider reselling it to me?

I would never do that. N is my personal treasure and I wouldn't give it away for anything. I don't have the strength to use it right now but there is no price for a peaceful death in my opinion. I'm still suicidal and I know it's most likely gonna be the cause of my death. Why would you want to buy it from a random member though? I'm a bit confused.
 
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I would never do that. N is my personal treasure and I wouldn't give it away for anything. I don't have the strength to use it right now but there is no price for a peaceful death in my opinion. I'm still suicidal and I know it's most likely gonna be the cause of my death. Why would you want to buy it from a random member though? I'm a bit confused.
Because I'm that desperate to go. The fact that you don't have the strength to use it is good, and I envy you. However, I do not have that issue. It's simply because I don't have it that I'm not dead.
 
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Jan 16, 2019
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Me too. We have to try though. If I don't get the N, I might try go to Mexico for it. My second favorite way to CTB is to use an exit bag with nitrogen, but I"m not feeling well enough to make that method happen by myself. I'm having brutal neurological problems plus cognitive impairment from the Ativan. I wish assisted suicide was legal everywhere. We should have the right to choose a way out with minimal suffering regardless of our condition.

Thanks. Did you have the N delivered to a US address with the private courier option? I read other peoples's posts that indicated they didn't have to sign for the N in the US. I could receive the N at my home as long as a signature is required. I simply can't have my mom getting the package--she knows I've been calling other countries to try to get prescriptions.
You may also want to mail yourself some random letters and sign up for some stupid diffent bits of information on line there to be mailed you so create a flow of all sorts to get mailed to you. The more activity around your box, the less a big deal it is when packages start arriving.
 
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I fucking know that feeling. I have my N since July and I'm also still here. High five

Regarding the topic: that po-box is big enough for your package. The customs didn't even look at the package in my case, when I looked at the tracking number I realized they sent it to my local delivery station like 5 minutes after they received the package for inspection. Not sure how though your customs are but considering most people here get their package, I wouldn't worry too much.

High Five back at ya … You would think as much as I hate it here I would be able to do it. :aw:
Some of it is finding a location that I won't be found and the other part is hurting the people I will leave behind.
I have planned to try many times and even started the antiemetics the one time but couldn't go through with it.
The antiemetics made me sorta sick. I guess they are supposed to make you feel a little sick from a post I read somewhere else here
Have you tried the antiemetics yet ? And how did you feel if you did ?
Anyway back to customs … I think getting through Mexican customs was what took the most time. I can't remember where it went after that but
once it made it to New York it came fast. (I think there was somewhere before New York... it's been almost a year and I deleted everything shortly after when I was
planning on CTB.
Did you have to sign for your package as well ? That is the only thing that I ever needed to sign for when I have ordered packages from overseas. (All CD's)
Maybe because it was from Mexico ?
 

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