I failed my attempt and i just feel like im trapped here forever
Did your survival instinct prevent you from catching the bus?
(You said "SI sucks" here.)
Just a "what if... I could do that?" lol Being so desperate yet stuck as fuck at the same time makes think about the dumbest things ;-;
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Being trapped in a terrible place forever is the very definition of hell. I'm so sorry.
I'm trapped here as well but it's bearable for now. Still, I have to exercise 2 hours a day, 7 days a week just to cope.