sevennn
Experienced
- Sep 11, 2024
- 212
can't sleep. had panic attack. rock back and forth. terrified. not breathing through nose. mouth. twitching a lot. like underwater. someone say goodnight to me. so can sleep. brain fried ahwhhwvhade hade wwhejsb weird body jolt long time. stress grief tinnitus. can't cry anymore. body horror. locked in. im body. fried. korbwbabbrain. need some kind words so can sleep. left alone tinnitus close eyes tinnitus sleep horror horrible. torture. no one hug. comfort. all suffering alone. always. tired. cry hear more. follow everywhere me. tired. exhausted entirely. never had panic before first. pulling hair out. what did deserve bullying teacher never happy. lonely. tired. sorry spam sorry. just want well wishes. someone say goodnight please. tired. mom dad. everyone tired. want gone. life gone. over. don't want die have to want live. tired. no brain fried left none no smart anymore nothing anymore. wish ended little when was then. tired. hands hurt tired. tired tired tired tired tired tired. phone tired. wish loved kissed. neglect lonely tinnitus tired. same. put on ignore. dont mean. can't take it. tired. don't need mean. know sound not good never exhausted this lot. never though brain can so fried. make twitches jolt suffocate. lot stress small body. cant take more. phone hold second every hands tired numb. alone put down alone. don't want alone. want friends hugs laughter. tinnitus robbed. joy. looked up treatment. people make fun. people say not enough pain. enough pain. enough pain die. enough pain. made sad. angry cruel. cry. why pain mine not enough. tinnitus = terminal. wear down slow. slow cancer brain. slow demon torture. force kill my self. not not not not me anxiety causing. other way. tinnitus causing anxiety. so gaslighting. no. die stop talking !! all day stay up on phone other tinnitus friends. met online. cry everyday together. write me how cried. and how can't work. and how misery. and how suicidal. why not help anyone us. abandoned. alone with torture. help everyday read thousand article. want help. pill. want take pill. make go away. please. blurred words now. no help. say night so can sleep. want l love. start type can't stop sorry sorry. human senses torture. pain see hear want water food love. senses senses what make torture. senses the more the more torture. insects happy no senses no pain no longing. jellyfish happy no senses. butterfly happy no senses. human can't be happy senses. large can't be happy. better be small. worm insect. no mosquito with depression. tinnitus. funny funny think so. no mosquito on ss. superior. less senses. don't care. am i wrong. words vomit when tired. brain lost thought plot point meaning. all fine tinnitus robbed. wish well wishes. sweet dreams. have sweet dreams everyone love everyone. brush teeth sleep. enough today. suffering never stop s. goodnight
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