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NaturalBornNEET

NaturalBornNEET

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Feb 22, 2022
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Likely it won't cure your suicidality, at best it can act as an impetus but it needs to be carried through with discipline.

But if you have the "life is so dull it's gonna bore me to death and also no one loves me" depression then pscyedelics are like the only respite from that I've found. Even if it's only for a few hours.
 
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Alpacachino

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Nov 26, 2025
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Good,let me see if I can source them in my stupid place.it's not too addictive I hope?
 
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NaturalBornNEET

NaturalBornNEET

知らないわ 周りのことなど 私は私 それだけ
Feb 22, 2022
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Good,let me see if I can source them in my stupid place.it's not too addictive I hope?
I get mine online

It's not physically addictive, on the contrary it can be anti-addictive. For me it reduces cravings to engage in reward-system heavy habits like smoking or junk food whilst I'm actually tripping.

And for 95% of people, tripping is so intense and discombobulating that you just don't want to go back through that revolving door again straight away, so it's anti-addictive in that regard too.
 
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MyLastTour

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Man I'd source psyches if I could, but I don't really have a source that isn't sketchy or inconvenient. Very glad to hear they helped you though!
 
NaturalBornNEET

NaturalBornNEET

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gunmetalblue11

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You make sure to setup your trip safely guys, a comforting place with good music, vibes and food and water available. Try and eat the shrooms with something that won't give you nausea from the taste. And avoid triggers that could set you off into a bad trip! Otherwise it's something worth trying I agree.
 
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NaturalBornNEET

NaturalBornNEET

知らないわ 周りのことなど 私は私 それだけ
Feb 22, 2022
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You make sure to setup your trip safely guys, a comforting place with good music, vibes and food and water available. Try and eat the shrooms with something that won't give you nausea from the taste. And avoid triggers that could set you off into a bad trip! Otherwise it's something worth trying I agree.
Yeah make sure you minimize any stressors beforehand, psychs make you 50x more sensitive to everything. Also with the nausea, fasting beforehand would probably help but I'd recommend fasting anyway cuz I had 5g once and ate a meal straight after and I ended up not tripping at all, could just be me tho or those specifics mushrooms I had.

Apparently shredding the shrooms and infusing them with lemon juice helps reduce nausea, didn't really work when I tried it tho cuz the lemon juice ended up making me queasy instead
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

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IMHO making a powder in a coffee grinder is best. Then drink it in juice (or water + chase with juice).
 
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Lady_V

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I want to, but I'm too much of a loser to source it.
 
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Will get schifofrenia with my genes and brain
 
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INYGTRMTFMO

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May 1, 2025
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Will get schifofrenia with my genes and brain
This is my worry as well; schizophrenia runs in my family.

Still, if this new therapy doesn't work (trying a different approach than I have historically), it's worth a shot before I completely give up.
 
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perishsong

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Sep 10, 2025
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Ayy might as well try some before I CTB. What's the worst thing that's gonna happen? Death (lol)? I learned the hard way to ensure excellent set and setting before using pretty much anything 😬
 
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Black_Knight

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I took ten grams of mushrooms a couple years ago and felt nothing. Recently did the same thing with mescaline and same deal. I used to trip balls on half the dose other people would. I think my spirit has just checked out

Still love dissos though, thank god for them and alcohol
 
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Unlucky777

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Mushrooms saved me from self destructiveness. I don't know where I would be without mushrooms
 
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leloyon

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I've never tried mushrooms but I've taken LSD on a few occasions and I agree. I'd be interested in seeing how they compare, I've heard the visuals are more intense and replicatable with mushrooms, which was one of the things I found most fun about LSD.
Mushrooms, and DMT. I'm very interested in both considering how positive my experiences with LSD have been. I'd also like to try mescaline, but it's especially hard to get in this country, so I'll stick to what I can reasonably find for now.
 
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heywey

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+1 to shrooms, they're not a cure-all but they've taken me back from the edge before and help me see a path to getting better. In a lot of jurisdictions only the mushrooms themselves are banned, but not the spores -- meaning you can order the spores online and grow them yourself. Look up Uncle Ben's tek for a pretty foolproof method. I'm no expert but feel free to dm with any growing questions.

I've heard the visuals are more intense and replicatable with mushrooms, which was one of the things I found most fun about LSD.
I've never had LSD before, but shrooms never give me visuals, so ymmv. I wonder if I'd get more from LSD.
 
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NaturalBornNEET

NaturalBornNEET

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Feb 22, 2022
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Ayy might as well try some before I CTB. What's the worst thing that's gonna happen? Death (lol)? I learned the hard way to ensure excellent set and setting before using pretty much anything 😬
That was my thinking when making the thread, but really, there's a lot of things worse than death you could potentially come across. I even doubt if death is real (in that it is the end of all experience) which could be a very distressing idea for a suicidal person. Psychedelics are basically distilled existence, which is why your mindset and setting are even more important than the dose, all of the elements within your current experience when tripping are basically distilled to its pure essence and you aren't able to escape your experience, only change it. Which is why the best way to deal with a negative headspace during the trip is to change your environment even if its just going to a different room.

You should be going into it with some fear, because it shows you understand how powerful it is. Just don't go into it thinking hallucinations are the main or only effect.
Man I'd source psyches if I could, but I don't really have a source that isn't sketchy or inconvenient. Very glad to hear they helped you though!
Good,let me see if I can source them in my stupid place.it's not too addictive I hope?
I want to, but I'm too much of a loser to source it.
i don't even know where i would begin to try and buy some lol
I didn't know either until I asked on this site. Another user spoonfed me the whole process of ordering them online:

I'm also doing truffles in Amsterdam soon lol! Anyways…

Use the dark web, that's my go to,

My guide is tor.taxi (surface web) first > then find a trusted market (use dread to verify the market, it's like Reddit for the dark web) > then find a TRUSTED vendor > get some monero (untraceable crypto, you can watch videos or search up how to do this)

Deposit the crypto and buy the substance of your choosing, my Goto is LSD and 2cb

Psychedelics are 1. Cheap on the dark web and 2. Common so you won't have a issue here

The MOST important part with psychedelics is to ALWAYS reagent test your substance. For LSD Ehrlich is good, for 2cb Mecke, liebermann, marquis

THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT TO AVOID TAKING SOMETHING UNSAFE. If you have a risk of fentanyl test for that too.

If you are getting 2cb or dmt (dmt never take as a first psychedelic.), buy in its POWDER form, don't trust something called tusi (this is fake 2cb and unsafe)

2cb is considered a beginner psychedelic due to its low headpace compared to LSD or shrooms.

When taking a powder/crystal form of drug you NEED to get a 0.001mg scale to accurately dose.

For doses:
2cb - 20mg is a normal dose (for a beginner maybe 15mg)

LSD - 100ug (this cannot be weighed, trust the description and reviews of the product, 100ug is normally 1 tab. Take half see how you feel for your first trip)

Shrooms - varies by strain but I would say go for golden teachers. I don't know dosage for this personally as I've only ever taken liberty caps

For reference and harm reduction warch psychedsubstances on YouTube, and reagent tutorials.

Psychedelics are INCREDIBLY safe when taken in a respectful way to the drug, and in safe dosages (especially lsd, no overdose dosage is even known)

But you should do your research into the effects, duration, dosage and testing methods.

Dark web can be accessed via the tor browser if you didn't know. Dark web sites end in .onion

tor.taxi is a safe way to find a market, abacus is currently the most popular market (however they are currently experiencing some issues apparently, I would look at dread and decide where you wanna go/wait a few weeks before deciding where to go)

Incase mods read this, this is Purely for harm reduction, people will take drugs, id rather them access and take them safely.

DM me for more information if needed OP

Edit: and obviously get a trip sitter for your first few times lol, it can overwhelm you otherwise. Set and setting are KEY.

The risk with pills and powder like 2cb is higher than with LSD and shrooms in my opinion. Shrooms have basically 0 risk of not being shrooms lol because… they are mushrooms lol, LSD comes with the risk of nbome or DOx compounds which can be dangerous (especially nbome) however testing the drug and verifying you have lsd can ensure you will be safe as LSD is virtually never cut with anything, LSD is almost always just LSD and if it's not LSD throw it away.

If the paper tab is bitter and numbs your mouth spit it out, paper taste to ink like bitter is fine (provided the lsd is tested to ensure lsd is present), however if it is battery acid level of bitter, disgusting chemically spit it out. This can be a research chemical that can kill you

"If it's bitter it's a spitter"

Once received psychedelics (lsd and shrooms are most commonly associated with mental health improvement, whereas in my opinion 2cb should be used for preparing someone for a psychedelic like LSD), you should understand proper storage

This comes down to air tight containers, lsd wrapped in tin foil, in a pitch black, cool temperature place, airtight jar with no moisture. to ensure no degradation and for shrooms, cool dark black place inside a airtight container

I've stored lsd for around a year in those conditions (minus air tight container, was just in a baggie inside tinfoil) and it still hit fine
 
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slowlydying2mrrw

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Apr 17, 2024
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Likely it won't cure your suicidality, at best it can act as an impetus but it needs to be carried through with discipline.

But if you have the "life is so dull it's gonna bore me to death and also no one loves me" depression then pscyedelics are like the only respite from that I've found. Even if it's only for a few hours.
Now I wish I had LSD. The only time I felt free from depression....