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- Feb 18, 2021
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Hi, i wanted to ask, if i have forgotten Something important, here's my checklist.
Requirements:
Good rope,strong anchor point, time to die
-Rope: about 12 mm solid, holds my weight
-Knot: just some simple loop which didn't get untied (slipknot got loose everytime i tested it)
-Strong anchor point: pullup bar, almost no bending
-30 min without distraction: let tv, etc. run for 1 h ,using a timer
I locked and securely blocked...
...the door to my room, so nobody could get in there.
I have no sucide note and will not talk to anyone from my family or friends to avoid raising suspicion.
I have made a life will ,if i should fail.
Before my ctb attempt i go to the toilet, and while i have the knot at my neck i take a long breath, then count from 1-5 and kick the chair at 5 (count from 1-3 doesnt work for me)
By the way: i only use expensive high quality items and i would recommend it to everybody else not to use cheap things, which could go broken or snap, or what ever, better spend
money on good quality!
I would not recommend to drink alcohol because the setup requires a clear mind.
Did i miss Something?
What else could go wrong/could cause a failure?
Questions:
-Should i tie my hands behind my back?
Padding at my neck?
Use a thinner rope? I have not gained the unconsciousness yet with my rope
-soap the rope?(it slides good without aid)
-Is it recommendet to use a bag above head, fixed with rubber band?
(The Problem could be, if i didnt reach unconsciousness, i will freak out with the bag on my head)
-Tape my mouth in case of screaming?
Sorry for the stupid question, but i am not experienced /have not much knowlege in medicine:
can i scream around when beeing unconscious?
Requirements:
Good rope,strong anchor point, time to die
-Rope: about 12 mm solid, holds my weight
-Knot: just some simple loop which didn't get untied (slipknot got loose everytime i tested it)
-Strong anchor point: pullup bar, almost no bending
-30 min without distraction: let tv, etc. run for 1 h ,using a timer
I locked and securely blocked...
...the door to my room, so nobody could get in there.
I have no sucide note and will not talk to anyone from my family or friends to avoid raising suspicion.
I have made a life will ,if i should fail.
Before my ctb attempt i go to the toilet, and while i have the knot at my neck i take a long breath, then count from 1-5 and kick the chair at 5 (count from 1-3 doesnt work for me)
By the way: i only use expensive high quality items and i would recommend it to everybody else not to use cheap things, which could go broken or snap, or what ever, better spend
money on good quality!
I would not recommend to drink alcohol because the setup requires a clear mind.
Did i miss Something?
What else could go wrong/could cause a failure?
Questions:
-Should i tie my hands behind my back?
Padding at my neck?
Use a thinner rope? I have not gained the unconsciousness yet with my rope
-soap the rope?(it slides good without aid)
-Is it recommendet to use a bag above head, fixed with rubber band?
(The Problem could be, if i didnt reach unconsciousness, i will freak out with the bag on my head)
-Tape my mouth in case of screaming?
Sorry for the stupid question, but i am not experienced /have not much knowlege in medicine:
can i scream around when beeing unconscious?
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