Contraband
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- May 26, 2024
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i plan on leaving next friday. still waiting for some money to come through to get a few final things i need. i'm not going to talk about what got me here as that's a whole other subject imo.
but assuming i can get everything, this is what i've kind of refined my plan to over the last few weeks after a bit more research.
method is either suffocation or respiratory arrest from opioids, whichever happens first or at all.
i plan on getting those bags that they put fish in to take home at aquariums. they're very thick and heavy duty if i remember correctly. rubberbands, tape, and handcuffs. will get all of of this as secured as possible e.g. putting one handcuff on, partially securing the bag just above the nose with rubber bands in the right spot. then taking what i believe will be a high enough dose to enough knock me out for hours or cause respiratory arrest. then quickly pulling the bag down to the right place, taping over, and then handcuffing myself behind my back.
i have two concerns of failure, a) i will black out before i can finish what i'm doing. in my experience, i will have a few minutes to do them. and much more impressive things have been done in that time so i'm not worried about that. and b) i won't overdose but i will wake up before the suffocation happens.
i have tried to eliminate all variables from this and feel i've done pretty well. i'd like to leave sooner but like i said i have to wait. i've completed almost everything to make things easier on my family.
thanks.
**edit** i would like to emphasize that this is not an attempt to increase odds, just a last attempt to see that this is a terrible idea and will likely fail.
but assuming i can get everything, this is what i've kind of refined my plan to over the last few weeks after a bit more research.
method is either suffocation or respiratory arrest from opioids, whichever happens first or at all.
i plan on getting those bags that they put fish in to take home at aquariums. they're very thick and heavy duty if i remember correctly. rubberbands, tape, and handcuffs. will get all of of this as secured as possible e.g. putting one handcuff on, partially securing the bag just above the nose with rubber bands in the right spot. then taking what i believe will be a high enough dose to enough knock me out for hours or cause respiratory arrest. then quickly pulling the bag down to the right place, taping over, and then handcuffing myself behind my back.
i have two concerns of failure, a) i will black out before i can finish what i'm doing. in my experience, i will have a few minutes to do them. and much more impressive things have been done in that time so i'm not worried about that. and b) i won't overdose but i will wake up before the suffocation happens.
i have tried to eliminate all variables from this and feel i've done pretty well. i'd like to leave sooner but like i said i have to wait. i've completed almost everything to make things easier on my family.
thanks.
**edit** i would like to emphasize that this is not an attempt to increase odds, just a last attempt to see that this is a terrible idea and will likely fail.
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