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OverTheRainbow
Member
- Feb 7, 2019
- 66
Dear god why is it so hard to fucking die. Oh my god I just want life to end so badly, why isn't there just a button I can press. Every fucking second hurts. Every. Second. Every fucking day it hurts. Every fucking day. Oh my god. Fucking I try to get help but they can only offer therapy over the phone because of this GOD DAMN pandemic that'll probably last fucking forever. It feels like there's no fucking end. Talking over the phone doesn't fucking help. It doesn't help. Nothing helps. Only death will help but it's too hard. Please oh my god please I want life to end so badly why do I have to continue to fucking live I didn't want to be born anyway I'm desperate to die.