Venting Please let me die

[unhopeful]

Please universe. Higher being, whatever exists out there. I beg you. Please let me die. Please give me cancer or a disease that would end me. Please let me go naturally. Please please please please please let me die peacefully in my sleep tonight.

I know there are methods available but I am too much of a coward to do it myself. I don't want to upset those around me. It would be easier to explain if the universe can simply lay out the right cards and help me accomplish my goal on my behalf.

it is my birthday, this is all I wish for. Please kindly fulfill my wish. I will donate my organs to those that need and want it. Please just let me die.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I just wish to never wake again as well, to me it'd be such a relief to simply die in a painless way. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you find peace eventually.

 

[KillingPain267]

Oh man, your post describes exactly how I feel.

 

[spentspirit]

I hope that whichever side of life you choose that you find peace.

 

[sos]

"I know there are methods available but I am too much of a coward to do it myself."

out of curiosity, do u think that u won't be able to do it w/o trying or have u tried and failed

but yea i get what u mean, being able to die w/o suiciding is more of a peaceful to go for others