Help Please help with ctb plan, want to ctb asap

[lemony-cakes]

Things have been awful lately and I want to ctb asap.
The only method easily available to me is drowning, which I know isn't good.
My plan:
1) I have some beer, so I'll drink that before I attempt. Hopefully drink enough to black out in the tub.
2) Fill up tub with water. My tub is less than 2 feet tall. I don't have weights, which is what you're supposed to use? And I likely won't be able to get them
3) Hopefully pass out from the alcohol and then drown

I haven't drunk alcohol much at all.

I've looked at the other way, the night night method i think? But I couldn't get it to work.


I would use sn, but I can't find any online and have no antiemetics. Harder to obtain for me.
There are no high places that I know of to jump off of.
I don't have access to drugs that guarantee ctb.
I can't hang myself. No access to guns.

Drowning is the only option I have now. Any way to make it easier? I would assume the alcohol would help for the most part but idk.

 

[jodes2]

Pm me for SN and antiemetic sources. I hope you don't have to drown *hugs*

Ps if you have 10k spare there's always Pegasos

 

[lemony-cakes]

Pm me for SN and antiemetic sources. I hope you don't have to drown *hugs*

Ps if you have 10k spare there's always Pegasos

I've mostly lurked since joining ss, so i'm not sure how to pm

 

[jodes2]

Click on my name, then click start conversation

 

[lemony-cakes]

Click on my name, then click start conversation

I think certain functions are locked until I make more posts. I clicked on your name and can't find the button to start a conversation

 

[jodes2]

I think certain functions are locked until I make more posts. I clicked on your name and can't find the button to start a conversation

Come play in the games section then and get your posts up :)

 

[lemony-cakes]

Come play in the games section then and get your posts up :)

I'll do that. Thanks for the suggestion

 

[lonelyrealist]

Pm me for SN and antiemetic sources. I hope you don't have to drown *hugs*

Ps if you have 10k spare there's always Pegasos

What's the catch with Pegasos? There must be a catch.. It looks too simple.

 

[jodes2]

What's the catch with Pegasos? There must be a catch.. It looks too simple.

It's 10k plus travel, hotel and food, and there's a bit of paperwork and it takes a few weeks. I don't know why it's not talked about in this forum, although maybe because they only opened in 2019 and aren't widely known about. Everyone knows about dignitas but they require certain illnesses and are pretty strict

 

[lonelyrealist]

It's 10k plus travel, hotel and food, and there's a bit of paperwork and it takes a few weeks. I don't know why it's not talked about in this forum, although maybe because they only opened in 2019 and aren't widely known about. Everyone knows about dignitas but they require certain illnesses and are pretty strict

Wow. This might be the answer I've been looking for. I see their fees listed on the site include an assessment by a Pegasos doctor. I wonder what that entails. I'd hate to go there and get committed.

 

[jodes2]

Wow. This might be the answer I've been looking for. I see their fees listed on the site include an assessment by a Pegasos doctor. I wonder what that entails. I'd hate to go there and get committed.

Lol I very much doubt it. If you travelled that far to choose that method, they'll see you're not in imminent danger of killing yourself without assistance

 

[lonelyrealist]

Lol I very much doubt it. If you travelled that far to choose that method, they'll see you're not in imminent danger of killing yourself without assistance

lol that's fair. Their FAQ is somewhat unclear- they say that they do not accept applications from "young people with depression or other severe mental illness"
Then they say "Mental illness is a vexed issue. At Pegasos we believe that you can still have mental capacity even if you suffer from long term depression. The most important thing is to tell us of your mental illness and then we can work with you for the best outcome."

Seriously? Just take my money and kill me. Iol

 

[lemony-cakes]

Come play in the games section then and get your posts up :)

It'll likely take me some time to unlock pm, so I'll message you when I do.

 

[jodes2]

lol that's fair. Their FAQ is somewhat unclear- they say that they do not accept applications from "young people with depression or other severe mental illness"
Then they say "Mental illness is a vexed issue. At Pegasos we believe that you can still have mental capacity even if you suffer from long term depression. The most important thing is to tell us of your mental illness and then we can work with you for the best outcome."

Seriously? Just take my money and kill me. Iol

Yeah young people with depression. It's a tough call for them it seems, in all their wisdom. But they'll judge it on a case by case basis, they're obviously sensitive to long term suffering likelihoods so it doesn't rule out all young people with depression

 

[lonelyrealist]

Yeah young people with depression. It's a tough call for them it seems, in all their wisdom. But they'll judge it on a case by case basis, they're obviously sensitive to long term suffering likelihoods so it doesn't rule out all young people with depression

Yeah, it's a sensitive subject. lol. Ah well, it looks like a promising option for me in the next few years as I know my suffering will only intensify

 

[LeavingEarly]

Things have been awful lately and I want to ctb asap.
The only method easily available to me is drowning, which I know isn't good.
My plan:
1) I have some beer, so I'll drink that before I attempt. Hopefully drink enough to black out in the tub.
2) Fill up tub with water. My tub is less than 2 feet tall. I don't have weights, which is what you're supposed to use? And I likely won't be able to get them
3) Hopefully pass out from the alcohol and then drown

I haven't drunk alcohol much at all.

I've looked at the other way, the night night method i think? But I couldn't get it to work.


I would use sn, but I can't find any online and have no antiemetics. Harder to obtain for me.
There are no high places that I know of to jump off of.
I don't have access to drugs that guarantee ctb.
I can't hang myself. No access to guns.

Drowning is the only option I have now. Any way to make it easier? I would assume the alcohol would help for the most part but idk.

I don't think this is going to work. SI will kick in and you will get up. Why can't you hang?

 

[lemony-cakes]

I don't think this is going to work. SI will kick in and you will get up. Why can't you hang?

no good places to hang, and tried partial suspension and didn't work

 

[Tiberius85]

This is bound to fail. You will just have a massive hangover the next day. I suggest study the PPHB. There are a number of methods that should be obtainable to you even with lack of resources. The Hydrogen Sulfide method can be done with things easily to get; Korean Method does require very little either.

 

[MidnightDream]

I'm not sure you would be able to drink enough alcohol, particularly not beer, to overcome the SI. You'd also have to pass out so that your face is at least partially covered by the water, I've passed out in baths before and still kept my head well up so I guess it depends. It has happened so it must be possible but I wouldn't consider it a particularly reliable method. Wishing you peace <3

 

[lemony-cakes]

This is bound to fail. You will just have a massive hangover the next day. I suggest study the PPHB. There are a number of methods that should be obtainable to you even with lack of resources. The Hydrogen Sulfide method can be done with things easily to get; Korean Method does require very little either.

the pph in the pinned threads? i have some trouble loading the website. i'll try to research more into the methods you suggested.

I'm not sure you would be able to drink enough alcohol, particularly not beer, to overcome the SI. You'd also have to pass out so that your face is at least partially covered by the water, I've passed out in baths before and still kept my head well up so I guess it depends. It has happened so it must be possible but I wouldn't consider it a particularly reliable method. Wishing you peace <3

would this method become more reliable if i got weights? and what kind?

with all these replies it seems that my go to plan to ctb is unreliable.

the pph in the pinned threads? i have some trouble loading the website. i'll try to research more into the methods you suggested.

would this method become more reliable if i got weights? and what kind?

with all these replies it seems that my go to plan to ctb is unreliable.

pph finally loaded, and the korean method seems too difficult for me. (pph page 443)
i'll consider the hydrogen sulfide method.

 

[HerculePoirot]

What's the catch with Pegasos? There must be a catch.. It looks too simple.

Money.

 

[Hollowillow]

For partial ganging I guessed that practice was the key to achievement in death too. But I'm tempted by SN because if a neck injury
What is the korean method...? I can't read 500 pages... It'd take me a week

 

[lonelyrealist]

Money.

I'd have to cash out my 401k, but I could actually afford it. They won't accept "young" people who have depression, though, so....

 

[TimetoGo!]

It's 10k plus travel, hotel and food, and there's a bit of paperwork and it takes a few weeks. I don't know why it's not talked about in this forum, although maybe because they only opened in 2019 and aren't widely known about. Everyone knows about dignitas but they require certain illnesses and are pretty strict

£8,800 pounds or $10.200 is the cost