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mightypabster

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I have felt need to die for many years. A few years ago, I even went through the effort of obtaining some SN, but I was convinced to throw it out. I feel very foolish for having done so, as that was my way out.
 
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ma0

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There is a partners megathread, if you haven't posted there already.
 
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Namelesa

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Trapped in this Suffering
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Sadly assisted suicide is illegal in most places. I wish I could ask for help with my own suicide but can't cus of that. If you are able to get the SN again then do that if you want the option to able to die.
 
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human909

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Assisting someone with suicide is illegal so sadly i can not help you but you could go to the partners megathread like ma0
said and try posting something there and see if anyone can help.
 
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Sadly assisted suicide is illegal in most places. I wish I could ask for help with my own suicide but can't cus of that. If you are able to get the SN again then do that if you want the option to able to die.
I have a question about SN if you don't mind me asking I couldn't find just pure nitrite so I got sodium nitrate instead I heard that it can convert to nitrite in the body so would that be a viable option? I already ordered 10lb of it but it'd be nice to get some verification before I try,
 
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Namelesa

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Sep 21, 2024
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I have a question about SN if you don't mind me asking I couldn't find just pure nitrite so I got sodium nitrate instead I heard that it can convert to nitrite in the body so would that be a viable option? I already ordered 10lb of it but it'd be nice to get some verification before I try,
I sadly don't know much about that. I searched up threads for it and found this:

Try making more posts so you can get access to the search feature to find more info about it.
 
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mightypabster

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Thanks for the replies. I'm not certain which method I'll be considering, whether it's SN, a firearm, or something else. I just want this to be over. I can't endure the passage of time anymore.

Perhaps I'll move back to my home country to do it. The people I live with here don't deserve to deal with my death, but my family certainly does.
 
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