NothingElseMatters
Warlock
- Mar 30, 2020
- 745
Everyday before sleeping I pray to God I won't wake up the next day. Guess I have to do my part as well.
BrokenConk3r
Snälla döda mig
- Feb 9, 2020
- 29
God is a lie, no one is comming to rescue except your own hands.
I don't know what is or is not...but I do pray/ask/beg as well. Never heard a thing. Never got any response. Things just get worse. That doesn't prove anything of course and I find militant atheists as arrogant as militant religious people. Nobody knows.
For someone like me who is open to whatever is out there being possible...it's sure hard to understand because I cannot imagine why any powerful being would allow this much pain. It's going to require an explanation I cannot conceive of now.
For someone like me who is open to whatever is out there being possible...it's sure hard to understand because I cannot imagine why any powerful being would allow this much pain. It's going to require an explanation I cannot conceive of now.
Oyoy
Spatula
- Feb 2, 2020
- 741
Please God take me with you............What a sentence!. It seems that came from a Sunday mass......
But the best past is later...when you begin to waiting for.............
After that happens is nothing and finally what is happening is the whole life.
Do not trust in God. Not going to help you.
But the best past is later...when you begin to waiting for.............
After that happens is nothing and finally what is happening is the whole life.
Do not trust in God. Not going to help you.
Notabadguy
Mage
- Feb 7, 2020
- 576
I do exactly the same, everyday, before sleeping, I pray: "Señor, lévame contigo" ("Lord, take me with you"). But I wake up again the next day, it doesn't seem to work.
Painless_end
Life is too difficult for me
- Oct 11, 2019
- 794
Kid, I've been saying the same thing for several years. Trust me, no divine / supernatural / extra terrestrial power is going to come for you.
We all live and CTB by our own hands.
Except of course, if someone who wants to CTB had an accident that caused them instant death and without any pain whatsoever , that would still be counted as extreme good luck and not Providence.
Soul
gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
- Apr 12, 2019
- 4,704
I'm not sure @NothingElseMatters was asking us to critique their beliefs. It sounds like they got a response, just not the one they wanted.
@Notabadguy, I am charmed that you address God as Señor. I mean, of course you do, but I'd never considered it before.
@Notabadguy, I am charmed that you address God as Señor. I mean, of course you do, but I'd never considered it before.
Xunnsu
Member
- Apr 22, 2020
- 29
It's a lonely feeling, falling into a pit, and knowing that there is nothing out there that will save you.
I come from a deeply religious family .. Have never seen anyone more pious than my mother... I am neither a believer nor an atheist. Considering the amount of prayers etc she does for me ... I should have been the happiest person in this world .. Lol ... But look at me ... Depressed and suicidal . I pray for sudden and peaceful death ... No result yet ... Damn
SadHam
Once a happy ham, now a sad ham.
- Feb 9, 2020
- 26
I feel the same, i'm not religious at all but i just don't want to feel anymore. The person i wanted to spend my life with doesnt want to do that with me. Already spent so much time with that human and now i just feel worthless. Each morning I wake up I hate it. Still here in this bad dream. Love gone, desire gone, just empty, moping around this broken world.
